yearbook session - sneak peek

 

 

 

the flower crown my sister give to me

my dress!

the wedges, my sister's wardrobe

the messy braid hair after photo shoot

the accessories of the photos

flower crown-everywhere

the other braid hair!

my teddy bear he's lovely and photogenic<3 br="br">

the place where we take a photo shoot. cute and heart warming

what catch my attention

Really, after hangin out with friends and saw many good things, I really need to have much money. For much Aztec things, that cute sandals, bag, new classy clothes, pencil cases, stationery, and so much more. They're catch my attention. Oh, you can fit a shoes to my wishlist to. Hehe :) And after re-makeover from my sister shows me how to be a fashionista like my sissy friends, SIntha and Dea. Sintha is master AT fashion and She has so many clothes that I need to buy, and DEa with her fantasy that could make things cute. Ah, also! I love everythings that DEntria has! Her one of hobby is collecting cute stationary like me, so she step on me! How fuckin cute things She has :( just gimme one, dear huhuhu :( rrrr... What's again? Yeah, I need to eat ramen again :p Someday, I wish someone Will give me a cute shaped and coloured cake, I wished it when my birthday's coming but nothing :p Hmm, I think for now, just it. What catch my attention oh yeaaah, he catch my attention too <3

back to normal

good evening, every beauty amd handsome people in the world! lotta love from me since I never told anything to you, readers, again. my mood's back when everything looks like has been back to their normal condition, and i love it :) how's yours?

my wifi connection at home is in its bad condition for months. hemmm, maybe telkom already know that I pay lil bit for a huge connection? :p ah, never mind! anyway, I'm in my way to be a 3rd grader in senior high school. ugggghhhhhh. so I must concentrate my minds for one things: college. where will I go? what I'll be? do I really need to be a kind of money runner, or happy worker? answer, please. I don't want to regret it later. you also feel the same, eh people? so I think of it from now, and I'm frustrated yeaaaaahhhhhh. take me to your best way, God. another bad days, there's another good days.. like now, I live healthy with my aunt here and mom always buy me something every weeks. wow,howww, welcome healthy body (forget the sports). and my father said that I'm fat now :| *it'll be bad for every girls who hear it* so I'm trying to calm when I see food at home, hahaha. bless me please;;) hm, maybe it's short but it really meant to me. someday I'll post longer than this! wait for me, never get bored with my post okay <3 mucchosss love!

I'm 17th Years Old

I'm back, yes I'm back. sooo sorry with my late post because I was celebrate Galungan day, people! it's Hinduism day. so I'm here now, and I'm 17th. WOOOOHOOOOO *sorry, too happy* I'll get my SIM (surat izin mengemudi)* card, so I can drive a car and motorcycle without worrying anything :D

much of photo frames, Luuurve it.

anw, my birthday was so cute. unpredictable. I think I knew it since my aunt tell me that my friends will come to my house. but they just did it, they come to my house but I didn't feel it, and they sing Happy Birthday to me from behind, and..... surprised. I'm happy, thank you beloved! And the next day, I treat them at Wr. Subak. Maybe this's so simple for whoever who celebrate their 17th birthday party, but for me, a little cute surprise from my closed friends have made my day. Thankyou, Sintha, Dea, Tolek, Rima, Rania, Inak, Kiki, Ratih, Mayak, Frang, Icak, Yana, Indra, Vikan, Dik Chacha, MOM, Dad, Kak Poe, Kak Dede, X9, XIP5, ooh. I can't say it all. Very much, for every love that you can give at my birthday. <3

I'm Back!

long time, finally, blogeyy!

I'm soooo sorry I couldn't write any post on you before. I'm so busy with a ceremonial, and new years eve. anw, HAPPY NEW YEAAAAARRR!!!! (oooh, I know this is too late to say) and happy sunday, blog :)

woaaahahaha. I'm so happy cause I have my time with you again. but, rr.... want you know my problems for this January? it is, SHORTS. I need more shorts. I don't have any shorts since my last maid broke my lovely shorts that made by sintha :(

for now, I think just it. I hope everybody will get their happy sunday!

I want the floral one badly.

runaway, let's say hello november!

long time after my last posting, eh?

so I'm here now, with so many problems round my head. fuch! it's about control myself, when I can't helped to say everyhting, EVERYthing in front of my friends, even if they're not my close friends. and they tell all my problems with everyone they meet. GADDD I wanna scream!! I must learn how to keep my mouth closed. one says, the best things to do is runaway, far far away for a moment.. how could I do that? yeah here I am, with my own "runaway" kinds. and when my problems are solved one by one.. let's say, hello november! LOUDLYY<3 my hopes are...

1. Get a better 7 number o:)
2. Get my Jakarta's ticket soon!!
3. There's no problem again like Octoberohell.. So done with October!
4. I could gain my money, so I wouldn't ask my dad or mum for something I could buy by myself.
5. Rain will comes every sunday morning, and it makes me feel much happier :)
6. Get so much quality sleep ;)
7. Could have many times to hang out, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!<3<3
8. I will focusly study hard... (can I?)
9. Happiness will come to me, everyday.. 
10. The internet's connection in my house will get better soon! it's soo lambrettoooo
11. Get my lost adobe after effect and illustrator.......

gee, I almost forget my runaways kind! you would know? here these all:

 Cry

Cry makes me better, although it can't help me solved my problems.. And this october, I have uncounted tears run down my face.

 Have Fun

I love to having fun, I need it more than before now. I miss my hang out time with bestfriends, not faking smile on my face.

Runaway Somewhere, Just With My Dolls

No one knows, and I could go anywhere until nights, until I'm tired, sleep, to forget all my problems.

 Scream

Have you ever heard, that scream could lose you stress, even a moment? Yes, I heard and believe it. 

hellaww blogger! just updated my blog with new face, do you like it? 

and now I'm in my progress to clear anything, from my school stuffs until my needs.

1. I really need to pass 3 exams (Bahasa, English, and Biology) by myself. I didn't attend those exams because I was having a bad day, or just say PMS. I wish I can return the time and pass it with my classmates.. wish me luck, please!
2. I have to attend swimming test, for this or one week again, and it makes me frustrated. I can't swim well, and I don't know how to do chest stroke. last week, I was ready for the test but "girl's monthly accident" block me to attend it. how sad I am, knowing that the moods for swim is rarely happens to me.
3. this mid semester test makes my day. this is the happy part, where I can go home faster and do many things in room, or just play plant versus zombie to kill my boredom. but, the bad part is where I can't answer the question, like physics, biology, mathematics, and chemistry. I get bored with these 2 weeks test.. God, I need holiday. 
4. my stationary is lost. not all of it, but some of. I need to buy many, MANY things at gramedia, or just Gunung Agung Book and Stationary store. (spectra papers, new ruler, tip ex, pencils, drawing pen, notes, post it, stabilo, etc) fyi, I'm a stationary freak. 
5. I want to change my blackberry's case, mine was already broken. the LCD is so messy, and I don't like it. would you tell me how to save money quickly? -or.. mum, just buy me new one! hehe-
6. I don't have any money to other things, yes mom give me some money but it's just enough for one week primary needs, not the others need. whereas I need to buy new bag, clothes, shoes, and many other things that rounded my mind.
7. I am getting fat again. I eat and eat for this two weeks at 9P.M, and I didn't do any acts that could burn calories in my body. sure, I need to use my brackets for my reason to diet again, quickly!!!!

always like this. when I want to write on you, blogeey, I think there's too many things I would share, but when I already write it, it looks like 1/100 part of my story. so just it, things I want to share on you today :) still hoping the best for this mid semester's test, and I must be the lucky one. good-bye! can't wait to tell you some stories again. smooch :*

Mid Semester's Test

freak. I don't even have a mood to studying now :|

so here I am, blogging, surfing, have fun! like tomorrow's not a mid semester's test. I just want your wishes to make my scores good, peoples. that's why I'm posting here! :D I will d this things after mid test :

• go to sindhu beach with rania and rima, having quality time!
• have much money to buy ring. I like wearing this accessories right now
• have pass indonesian, english, and biology test because two days ago I was sick :(
• swim! I want to learn how to swim rightly :| 
• have so much fun day with my bitches, actually :D

so this is. hope my mid test will be a good test, hope I'l be the lucky one! keep supporting me please :)
muchos love, intenhenyp! xoxo

little diaries

it's just about all of my daily life and problems, also the happiness in it :D

my school, SMA Negeri 1 Denpasar will hold a gorgeus event, Gempita Karmany Smansa a week again (17th September 2011) I feel excited! for sure. I hope I can wear my fresh Body and Soul's jumpsuit, with tltsn's pink flat shoes that day. it is the first time I bought jumpsuit, or dress look alike because my sister and my mother feel interested to dressed me up. we went everywhere, every boutique, just to find lovely dress for me. thankyou, big thanks for my mom and sister. hehe :D and I wonder about my friend's comment after seeing me wearing the girly clothes. (fyi, I never use something girly before, although it just a jumpsuit) whoeee, that night, will be a perfect day! I'll post my photos with friends after that. so much love :)

back to normal, please

hallo, blogger :)

today.. I just feel so depressed. yeah, I do my daily activity like usual but.. I just miss something. I miss the things called, freedom. I always think of it. when I can stay in my room for hours, have quality time with my mom and dad, or just have a dinner together. they never get angry, but I don't like this. hey, I just want to have a day with my family! can't I? just for one day, weekend. you can have the another day, except my weekend. I don't want to go anywhere, or avoid my obligation, if you said like that. just imagine how's life if you live without your parents, family, but you can't meet them at weekend. how sad. you can say that I'm a lazy one or liar, but I really miss my family, just so you know. 

P.S: this is for someone who said that I avoid my obligation. just shut up, I never believe a boy can say something bitchy until I know you. just watch your mouth.

source: weheartit

just fine

I'm just fine with all of those shits. I can't tell you to stay in love with me, right? just leave when you wanna leave. just shut up when you don't want to talk to me. just say if you're angry with me. I don't need your mask. I need your truths. oh God, you can tell me that I'm a ego one, ok? yeaaah I'm imperfect. don blame me if I feel jealousy. it means I feel insecure with your love, haha why do you must make me feel secure? I'm your nothing? yes, actually. I'm just fine with that, thanks.

how lovely the boy is. he give forehead kiss when the girl's look sad

promises, not bullshits

he'll never see me cries, cause he doesn't even care

sorry

source : weheartit.com

be you

this's my icon's picture.

 

 new header, new template. yay :D

what d'you think?

I think my photoshop's skill is too bad for now, since I never used photoshop again. so I just can do some thing like make clipping mask of my name, and draw eyeglasses difficultly :|

welcome, welcome! :DDD

NB: we're same, we act like we're twin. but all I want's just you to be the real you. 

original's always the best, right, yeah? ;)

copy-paste

I copied it from Nindyak's blog. nothing to do, hehe :D

1. Gimana rasanya ditinggalin pacar ato sahabat dijalanan?
belum pernah digituin, dan semoga nggak. haha
2. Sekarang lagi merasa kesepian?
hmmm yes, every time I stay in my house w/o mum
3. Yang kamu lakukan sebelum tidur?
tweeting
4. Nada dering sms kamu?
:|
5. Janji mantan kamu yang belum ditepati?
jalan jalan jauh
6. Kamu berani menanyakan janji tsb?
buat apa? I've forget it, chick.
7. Percaya kalo angka TUJUH membawa keberuntungan?
really, I love 7.
8. Minuman terakhir yang diminum?
teh poci, rasa lemonnn :DD
9. Sekarang kamu lagi dimana?
my cozy room
10. Seberapa sering mati lampu dikompleks mu?
jarang
11. Lagi sayang ato kangen seseorang?
yaa, actually
12. 3 digit belakang no hp kamu?
097
13. Kabar terbaik sekarang yang kamu denger?
apa dong? apa?
14. Kalo kabar terburuknya?
ga bisa ikut pulang kampung, ketemu keluarga T-T
15. Restoran yang terakhir kamu kunjungi?
bendega, bazaar GKS #promosi
16 . Lagu yang lagi kamu sering denger?
yang ada di hpku deh
17. Kenapa kamu putus sama mantan kamu?
he cheated on me
18. Berani main sama co lain waktu kamu taken?
nope
19. Buku yang pengen kamu beli?
novel deh, yang banyak
20. Suka angka berapa?
7
21. Mantan kamu sekarang uda punya pacar?
ya
22. Kamu punya gebetan?
ya
23. Temen yang lagi kamu kangenin?
X9, sintha, dea, tolek, hey dear I miss our q-time :(
24. Keadaan rumah kamu sekarang?
sepi banget
25. Perasaan yang kamu pengen rasain?
bahagia
26. Kata-kata yang sering kamu sebut sekarang?
ga inget, kayaknya sih gundul
27. Mainan waktu kecil?
boneka
28. Pernah liat hantu?
nggak dan selamanya nggak deh!!!
29. Koran yang sering kamu baca?
jarang baca
30. Kalau liburan mau kmana?
ke italia
31. Barang yang udah rusak dikamar kamu?
radio
32. Sifat kamu yang paling kamu benci?
boros
33 . Gmana rasanya masakan padang?
ga suka
34. Orang yang ngajakin kamu nonton minggu ini?
gak ada
35. Pernah smsan ampe subuh?
pernah :3
36. Yang kamu ga suka sekeliling kamu?
kelas sepi
37. Film yang sering kamu tonton?
korea
38 . Pulsa kamu sekarat ngga?
lumayan sekarat
39 . Perasaan hati kamu sekarang?
bener bener pengen ada mama disini, sekarang
40. Hal yang lagi kamu perhatikan?
berat badan
41. Chat terakhir ama siapa aja?
yanapetong
42. Ngomongin apa aja?
ngomongin pelem
43. Motto bulan ini?
ada mama semua senang

teddy bear

Love me? It means love my teddy bear, too. Yeah, I'm so in love with teddy bear, or just the bear. I think bear is a warm and kind animals, and it'll comforts me.. Especially my Eddy Bear <3 I like to hug it when I sleep, tell it many stories of me, and cry in front of it when no one seems care. My Eddy Bear knows everything of me, my stories, and who I love. he's 10 years now, so old right? My mom give me Eddy Bear when I was infected by smallpox virus, and I can't go out. So there's a small brown teddy bear in my room, and Mom told me to play with teddy bear when I bored. I don't like my Eddy Bear first, because I like my sister's dog doll. But after a long time, I can fall in love with Eddy Bear until now. How I love my Eddy Bear! 

P.S : Sorry I can't share the photos because the doll's broken already. I can't take photos of it. T.T

"In a world gone bad, a bear - even a bear standing on its head - is a comforting, uncomplicated, dependable hunk of sanity." -Pam Brown

can't describe

there's so many things that you can't describe :

* when you love someone, but you're too confused. if he loves you too, or not.

* when you get a heartache and you wanna cry out loud, but you can't tell how much it hurts.

* when you're totally in love, you feel very happy and you would share it to everyone in this world.

* when you don't know, must you hold on or just let go..

* when you love&hate one person in the same time.

am I just scared? or too pathetic? I don't know why I can't believe him, that he loves me as much I love him. those past just make me feel bad. I know, I'm not that crazy, that cute, beautiful, clever, or skinny or sticky like his past. I'm just... me. the bad, boy-ish, with my short hair and sneakers. I can't be funny like she did. but I tried. I never heard that you say "hey, she's my one, she's far away better than my past and I love her so much." never. but I hope..... :( yu don't even think that I got some pain when I see his photos with the "past" girl. yah, you'll never know. how it kills me when I can't hear something you'll say that'll make me feel you really loves me, more than you love her, or whatever! I follow your way, dude.

new face!!

holla, blogger! :D how r you after this 2 months, love? aaa, I miss sharing my story in here. I have some business that must be finished, so I come back again after all those work's been finished! hehe :))

so... tadaa! I already wearing brackets and cut my hair, what dyou think?

what do you think, then? my friends said that my face's totally changed. they said I'm cute with the brackets and new hair :3 *hehehehehehe and it feels good too, when you're stressed out and find something new like me. try this! ;)

already July!

great day in your first day of the month's physically suggest you about what you'll get the next, next, next day. yawn, my first day? BAD. in the morning, I had a fight with him, my mom, and a problem at school. gee, how about my next, next, next day?

silly me, get mad at someone just because of a small thing. but now, I regret it. I'm sorry :( I swear I won't be that childish anymore :3 promise, promise! remembering it's already July, remembering about the school's stuff too. I don't know, I'm not that interested again. all I wanna do is stop the time and get my bed time full.. aw! great idea, hehehe :D it's 2 week again, to go to school again, to have a routine thing, to have muchos homework, to have a new class *sigh, I hope Rima will get the same class with me again*, to have little time at home. wonder it? I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Go. To. School. For. The. Routine. Again. 

*PS: I write this while sigh-ing for many times.

I miss doing everything funny

goodmorning blogeey-ass :p

how's your night? me? fine, with the "sleep-well-ihp ({})" words from someone :3 after having a bad night with my legs, urgh. hm, this morning I feel empty. stressed out. lost. it's just about what I did, can't make me happy. or maybe I'm too foolish? I miss my funny day with friends, or another day stay in my room to write and write or take some photos, or eaaaaat and keep eat until I can't swallow any food again.I just miss them. fyi, what I do for now just go to school in the morning, come home at night, eat, then sleep. is it boring? gah. I just miss my funny day. I want them back. yaa.. really REALLY back.

new inspirational things

date : 31 May 2011 *yow-hooow! the last day of May. welcome June o:)

mood : swing, but 80% happy 

place : in front if my fish pool, dizzy :|

goodmorning, whole world. how r y today? I'm fine. with all those messy things, I'm still fine, hey. after I got many bad news yesterday, yeah, I'm still alive. I'll try my best for keep me works :) cheer up, INTENNN! I know you can do it all. with your bestbestbestbest partners and friends, absolutely ┐('⌣'┐) (┌'⌣')┌ skip.. don't tell a sad story too much, or my sister will complain me in this. :D

today is the last day of May, geez. why the time runs so quickly? I have too MANY things to do with a bit time. grrr.............. err, wait!!!! is it rain? yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! I'm blogging when it's rain! I LOVE RAIN. so I'll increase my mood until it's... 90%, maybe? thankyou God, you give me rain when everything could makes me cry :DDD about the monthly wishes, have you made it, heh? I think I don't have any wishes except more money at June, and everything'll work well everyday.. let's greet the June with a big big smileeee :)) btw.. I have to cheering up someone. but, the truth is it's hard to do. I'm in my lowest state this time. I'm sorry if I can't keep you smile everyday, or add your problem. I didn't mean like that, I'm just.. need a moodbooster too. thanks 

PS: 

I'll go to Angie's with friends for 2 hours again and I'm still in front of you, writing and writing until my friends texted me to get prepare quickly.. ergh

thanks for sharing! make me better.

helloooowww, blogeey

hellooo hellooo hellooooooooooo! can't imagine that the final test's overrrrr XD
now I can post MANY things to you, blogey :D hmm.. how many news? I don't know too. I didn't count it before, just write spontantly. hearr, listen me!!!!

1. THE FINAL TEST IS OVER. yeah, maybe it's soo last year to talked about but.. I still can't believe this. I'll be XI grade for a few month again <3 *but the reality is I HEART my X grade times. will be missing it!
2. second, what? maybe the results of the final test is not too bad to me o:) I just failed in history, until now and there're still many results that I don't know -___-
3. my mom'll get a birthday bash at 21st june, but I don't know what must I give to my super MOM <3<3
4. I think I'm in love and get hurts.. but forget it. skip it. SKIPPPP ITTT.............
5. I wanna have a much moneyyy! I want to buy a new bag or jacket, my ex's jacket was lost and I don't know where is it :DD (sorry, by the way for the ex, I've lost your jacket)

ahh... I'm so sleepy right now :o can I stop here? sorry for the small post after the final test, but tomorrow or two days again or one months again, whenever it is, I'll keep posting on you! smoochh xoxo