what catch my attention

Really, after hangin out with friends and saw many good things, I really need to have much money. For much Aztec things, that cute sandals, bag, new classy clothes, pencil cases, stationery, and so much more. They're catch my attention. Oh, you can fit a shoes to my wishlist to. Hehe :) And after re-makeover from my sister shows me how to be a fashionista like my sissy friends, SIntha and Dea. Sintha is master AT fashion and She has so many clothes that I need to buy, and DEa with her fantasy that could make things cute. Ah, also! I love everythings that DEntria has! Her one of hobby is collecting cute stationary like me, so she step on me! How fuckin cute things She has :( just gimme one, dear huhuhu :( rrrr... What's again? Yeah, I need to eat ramen again :p Someday, I wish someone Will give me a cute shaped and coloured cake, I wished it when my birthday's coming but nothing :p Hmm, I think for now, just it. What catch my attention oh yeaaah, he catch my attention too <3

way back into love

dear readers, I know you've heard this song. me, too.
but it's different now cs it'll be my fav songs, yeey :D
he gave me a video with this songs when I'm in ma bday <3 the lyric, I lurrrrve it a much.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
"And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end"

P.S; Happy 17th 26 February, dear Sintha <3 I love you more and ever!
P.S.S: I write this when I'm frustrated with my history lessons :|

I'm 17th Years Old

I'm back, yes I'm back. sooo sorry with my late post because I was celebrate Galungan day, people! it's Hinduism day. so I'm here now, and I'm 17th. WOOOOHOOOOO *sorry, too happy* I'll get my SIM (surat izin mengemudi)* card, so I can drive a car and motorcycle without worrying anything :D

much of photo frames, Luuurve it.

anw, my birthday was so cute. unpredictable. I think I knew it since my aunt tell me that my friends will come to my house. but they just did it, they come to my house but I didn't feel it, and they sing Happy Birthday to me from behind, and..... surprised. I'm happy, thank you beloved! And the next day, I treat them at Wr. Subak. Maybe this's so simple for whoever who celebrate their 17th birthday party, but for me, a little cute surprise from my closed friends have made my day. Thankyou, Sintha, Dea, Tolek, Rima, Rania, Inak, Kiki, Ratih, Mayak, Frang, Icak, Yana, Indra, Vikan, Dik Chacha, MOM, Dad, Kak Poe, Kak Dede, X9, XIP5, ooh. I can't say it all. Very much, for every love that you can give at my birthday. <3

Happy Birthday Yana:D

This is why I rarely reply your BBMs, why I always keep something from your eyes, this is for your 16th birthday, dearest Pratama :*:)
(so sorry I can't show you my gifts, cause it's a private one hehe:D)
Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday sayang :p
I'm hoping the best for you, like what you do to me every single days,
Every steps that you take
Every dream you dreamed
Every foods you eat :p

Be the best man ever, yana! Ily, each, each, each, day..

something about you

hello, bugz. how r you, heh? I miss you already. I miss you, damnmuch.

today I have little time to share you my stories, as usual. but.. with a broken mood. is it okay? NOT. actually not.

I have so many problem, that makes me stressed out. it's him. I'd tell you a bunch time about him, bugz. he's changed now. he say everything bad of me, he blamed me, he treat me unwell at school. I can't face it, I'm not that strong enough. I think he's my best brother ever, I think he'll always there for me to help me. OH, he acted like that, the reality is he doesn't keep me, he doesn't love me, he doesn't want to be my brother. cut that crap. so what must I do now? aku KECEWA BERAT sama kamu kak. aku kira, kamu yang bakal nguatin aku dari segala sindir-menyindir yang ada, tp kamu yang malah nyindir aku. ha, aku ketipu. april mop udah lewat bukan, ya? I'll walk on my way alone, now. there's no big brother, blahblahhhhhhhhh. see you soon, kak. I HATE YOU.

ummm.... I think I won't write just about my ex-big bro now, I wanna share sooooooooo-many things to you. yesterday, 18th April 2011, we held rima adilitha's birthday party. we'd successfully made a great surprise for her, and she cried. I love you, x9 love you, everybody loves you, rim! take care for the flight and our gifts, ya :) <3

P.S: keep my your poker face, ten. keep it.

lovestory

fuahh! gdevening blog! today is the first wifi-fixed day. akhirnyaaaa.... I can post something on you! aftr a long day, the wifi is broken and no one would help me to fix it. but thanks blackberry, you're my soulmate :DD and today, Aditya Oka Pratama remembering abt our past, then I remember it, too.. and I would like to tell you a lil bit abt my love story :3

my FIRST boyfie -> Putu Aditya Oka Pratama.
he's kind, cool, cute, with his childish face, but he's fat when he had broke up with me, and I don't like his face automatically. phew, 1year and six months, isn't short for me. I'd cry many times for him, we fight, we laugh, we sing, we'd do many things together. but yeah, nothing special! (it's out yaaaa dari spesialnya PDKT-ku sama dia yg lama banget. 6 months!) and.. we love avril lavigne! sometimes, avril's song that can makes us still connected until this time. heyy, do you remember about avenged sevenfold, too dit? :p

my SECOND boyfriend -> Grahadintha Pramaeswara Nanta
he's... handsome? guitarist, funny, kind, and romantic. our anniversary was at 07290509. it's 1year and 6months, too. the same with adit. the special things about him are bunch! he always sing a song when I wanna sleep everynight, he gave me teddy bear and always gave me teddy bear, he often send me a mail although we had a handhpone. he can follows teddy's sound, too. and the one that I couldn't forget -> he cheated me with the other girl when he got a serious ill.  the fact? I wouldn't remember you, I never regret to broke up with you, but I miss all of romantic things that you'd do. ?!?!?!?!?!?!

weeeelll, just that. 2 exboyfies are much for me. I wouldn't do my fault twice, like I choose my first SHS's boyfie. and maybe I'll choose someone that.....
1. would bring me his jacket when I'm cold.
2. makes me laugh when I'll get angry.
3. sweet to all my friends, and specially bestfriends!
4. and my mom likes him.
5. I don't search for the perfect one, but I want the person that has a perfect love that he'll giving to me. :)

 

and, HBD SinthaDewi for tomorrow!!

welcome february and happy bday rania arihuda agung adhyaksaaa :)

WELCOMEEHH FEBRUARRYYYYYYY ＼(*＾▽＾*)／＼(*＾▽＾*)／
wow. great. this day much of my friends were born. they get the same birthdayyy. woooohoo!
keep cheerup this month, hey friends!
first, HBD to my sistahh Rania Ayu. she's my sister's boyfie's sister. long story? haha. she's 16th years now. get a wishes from ur cupcakes, sayaaang :* next: my classmates. Agung Adhyaksa and Arihuda Eko Prasetya. they're 16th years now? ohGod.. AM I THAT OLD? (don't mind this). so I made one picture in photoshop for rania. it takes a few time, fiuuhhhh. HBD, HBD TOYOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU ALL ⊂◉‿◉つ

MY BDAYY BASH!

22 january 2011. 

I've been 16th years old in that day ! God, I'm shy to tell that I'm the oldest girl in my clique, wow -,-

but that day was a wonderful day, many of my friends give me  surprise :DDD

they give mi BIG MONKEY DOLL (from dea & sintha), cakes s'prise (h-1 from ayas tolek rama pakman kak saisnu, kak toni, riya, bitha, tritha and the day was given by my lovely BUNDO AYUDAMAYANTHI♥ and gungtudharma) a box of CUPCAKES by kak dwipa, papercraft by rania, 7 balloons by X9, and many happy bday words from everyone at FKS or Festival Karmany Smansa. do you know? Festival Karmany Smansa was held in my bday. so when I walked everywhere, everyone said "HAPPY BDAY INTEEEN! WELOVEYOUUUUU" omg. I won't forget this. thanks a bunch yaaa, my bests, my mum who gaves me a new camera (canon eos60d) my fther who gaves me money. my sister who treated me w foods, my brothers who called me and scream loudly "happy bday" w teddy's sound. ME LOVE YOU. 

happy bday 19th my I GUSTI AYU PUTRI PURWANTHI♥

thisis180111 :))) this is my SISTER's bday, you knooow!

hahah, susah sekli buat surprise buat kamu lancar, kak. but I love you, so it doesn't matter :) anw, she's allready old now hihi♥ happy birthday yaay, have ablast and make a wish, dear ;*

I HATE MY DAYS

well, GODSAVEMEPLEASE.

I can't through this all.rasanya di bulan ini aku sering sekali ketiban sial, please rmember 22th january is my birthday world, don't makes me sad ;( I haven't feel like this bfore. inguh, galau, dkk dsb dlm 1 hari penuh. naik turun gini hidupku. but i still havin my girlfie here thanks much ;))

even my mum has given me a new camera, it doesnt mean that I'm in a happy condition. masalaaaah terus. can you IMAGINE that?! semua bilang sabar, you can do this, keep tryin, but I can't. the truth is I can't.. I'm sorry if I can't be whatever u want, girls, boys. but I love you both! it's meaningful you both are here to be with me. thanks fo AyuLaras, RimaAdilitha, RaniaAyu, SinthaDewi, YudiaTriana, CyntiaDevanty, also my Brahmantari's, she's my best quotes. haha :D

umm, today, I am traveling my friend's blog, like Asrithari Dewi's, Rania's, Dentria's, and the others. I see theirs blog are very nice, but mine is not as good as them :|

so.. starts from, Why I made a BLOG?

1. because.. I can't help myself online and oooonline

I can't keep myself open my notebook and write manythings indeed. can I say, mmm.. netholics?

2. Ms. Words Isn't Amazing

I don't like write my days in Ms. Word. yes, I did it when I didn't know internet yet, but when I knew what is blogger.com, I think I must leave my Ms. Word NOW. RIGHT NOOOOWWW!!

3. I Do Love Sharing My Days

I love shared anythings with myfriends, so I'm here to shared anythings with you. you're my friends, my life, my blogs. I don't know what the huglahugla's people do when they're in a such fucking mood, I know in that era there's no blog, internet, or.. what else?

I DON'T KNOW AGAIN.

maybe you'll call me a freshmen, a child, oh, not the professional one. but, hell, this is me. I don't care with what the others do in their blog. I do love blogging w my own way, just remember when you take other's idea, you won't love your things. (*this is for someone, right.. the one who's.. oh. forget.) so I'm sorry if my blog isn't as nice as the others, just keep trying! ;)

XOXO