make your own flower crown

kay. this's so lame, maybe. but I just have a good mood, so.... here it is, how you make your own flower crown! hope it'll help ;)

what you need:

1. plastic/real flower
2. flower wire
3. scissor
4. double-tip

what you need to do:

1.  first, you need to make sure the length of your head and measure it with the flower wire, and cut it to the same size. (if the flower wire is thin, you need to double it to make the flower crown more strong.)
2. then you just need to twist the flower with the flower mire, one by one, until it's full.
3. after your flower wire's not showed anymore, you need to add the ribbon to make it easier (when you have to share the flower crown with your friends, and you have another head size) to used.
4. finally you just need to make it neat, so it'll look cute on photos!

it's easy, right? maybe I'll post some tutorial again next time, if I have a good mood, also the things I need to make some diy things. thankyou for reading!

Shippin' Voyage, A Very Late Post

Good September everyone!

Finally I'm back. Say Horay? Hoooorrraaaaaaay!!! :D I'm sory for making you wait for my new post, uh everybody knows being a 3r grader in high school is being busy, confused, no directions. Where'll I go after this? What will I do? Am I right to choose this college? Questions in my mind. I'll talk about my last event in school this months, yeaaa class stand yo. This event is only come two years once. And me, as the 50th generation of sman 1 denpasar get a chance to make this event, and my class stand's name is "Shippin Voyage". Why? Because in our first discussion, all that we talk about is food travelling, again and again. We named it "Travel Around World" first, but it's too simple then tadaa! here it comes Shippin Voyage from Chinese and French's Language that means: Food Travelling. When we do the preparation, it makes me sick because we just have 2 days to decorate the room, lucky me, I'm ill just in the last day of the stand :) Oh well since I can tell a story well you just have to see the pictures. Without no edit in photoshop or others!!!

wink wish!

welcome June. yeah, welcome. 

I'm not really interested with new month. cause I have save my wishlist, for a long time and never really get it.

(you can laugh now, well, well, I'm laughing myself..) I hope, really hope, June will be a good score day, and perfect holiday. please, make a deal with me, June. I really, really beg you.

1. Go to beach.

I've promised Rania and Rima to go to beach after final exams. (wish on this month.)

2. iPhone/iPod

I want to have my own. I have iPad, but it's to big to bring and I share it with my sister. (wish from last january, and really really want it.)

3. Macbook Air

I want a new laptop. my old one is good, but I want mac!! (wish since I have my compaq) 

 4. Saving Money!!

I need to save my money to buy everything I want on my list. It's hard, sooo hard. (wish since I'm a senior high school's student. HAAARD.)

 5. Eat Everything I want

Have a good body with my eat habbit would be hard. (since I feel fat.)

6. Polaroid Camera

I want this one because it's just cute. (since I have my Canon 60D, and everybody used it. I NEED TO BUY THIS.)

7. Pouch Bag

To put all of my girl things, so it wouldn't hard to find it in my school bag (since I saw Sintha's pouch. Really want it)

8. New Shoes Collection

I tried to be a good fashion girl, but I have no shoes. shoes is IMPORTANT, my sister said. (since I love fashion. Really, really, want it.)

9. Shorts, Pants

I need the good one. (Since I have minim shorts and pants.)

10. Skirts

I love skirts. the "renda-renda" one. Hehehe. (Since my sister bought me one.)

11. VEST!!!!

Don't ask me why, I want it since I found a good one at Beachwalk.)

12. Bags

I don't have much, and mine are so last year. I need it. (since I see everyone's bag are really good. REALLY LURVES AND NEED IT.)

13. Novels and Comics

My hobby is reading novels, comics too. (Since I bought my last novel.)

14. Have a Monthly Shopping at Hypermart or Anywhere

Buy anything I want. ANYTHING.. (Wish from this month, hm, I want to do this.)

what catch my attention

Really, after hangin out with friends and saw many good things, I really need to have much money. For much Aztec things, that cute sandals, bag, new classy clothes, pencil cases, stationery, and so much more. They're catch my attention. Oh, you can fit a shoes to my wishlist to. Hehe :) And after re-makeover from my sister shows me how to be a fashionista like my sissy friends, SIntha and Dea. Sintha is master AT fashion and She has so many clothes that I need to buy, and DEa with her fantasy that could make things cute. Ah, also! I love everythings that DEntria has! Her one of hobby is collecting cute stationary like me, so she step on me! How fuckin cute things She has :( just gimme one, dear huhuhu :( rrrr... What's again? Yeah, I need to eat ramen again :p Someday, I wish someone Will give me a cute shaped and coloured cake, I wished it when my birthday's coming but nothing :p Hmm, I think for now, just it. What catch my attention oh yeaaah, he catch my attention too <3

parents, how important they are

good evening bloggers, I know, I know, it's too looooong since my last post. I'm sorry, but I'm in bad condition :'D and now, I feel I'm missing my family so much, yeaah you know that we're not in one house. me with my sister, and my parents with brothers. hmm, maybe I'll post my story in bahasa, yah soalnya lumayan ribet bahasanya hahaha.

rasanya tinggal tanpa orang tua itu ngenes banget. ba-nget. hal ini baru aku rasain semenjak kelas 2, dan aku semenjak kelas 2 pula mulai sering drop kondisinya. yah maklum, mungkin efek ngga tinggal sama ortu mulai kerasa kelas 2, haha waktu aku udah selesai sibuk-sibuknya, malah sering sakit. lanjut, gimana ya, mungkin kebanyakan temen-temen seumuranku masih tinggal sama orang tuanya, paling yang ngga sama orang tua yang rumahnya jauh dari sekolah, ngekos lah. mereka pasti ngerasain hal yang sama juga sama aku :'D gimana rasanya kamu kangen sama orang tua tapi mereka ngga sama kita. ngenes bangeeeetttt. aku paling benci kalo udah liburan aja, main-main di gianyar dan duh, ngerasain fun yang beda banget sama di rumah denpasar. (fyi, my first house is in gianyar yo) di rumah gianyar itu rasanya rame banget, ada mbok, mama, papa, adek-adek kecil yang mulai beranjak dewasa *bhahahaha*. coba bandingin sama disini? cuma tinggal sama kakak & bibi, itu juga aku lebih sering diem di kamar, soalnya rumah yang menurutku gede ini cuma ditinggalin 3 orang. kakak ku sibuk, maklum anak kuliahan hahaha jadi mainnya paling cuma dapet pas sabtu-minggu, dan di hari sabtu itu aku ada kegiatan sekolah sampe sore. di sini juga, makanannya ga bisa ngorder alias itu-itu aja. bahkan kadang-kadang sampe ngga ada lauk. siapa sih yang ngga bosen makan sesuatu yang sama terus semingguan? beda sama di gianyar, tinggal bilang mama mau makan apa besoknya dapet. kalo disini kan musti konfirmasi dari jauh-jauh hari pengen makan apa karena keuanganku dan kakak belum cukup untuk beli lauk di pasar. hehehe :D pas sakit juga, di gianyar itu ada mama sama papa, yg papa dokter. jadi sakit itu gampang ditauin. kalo disini, bilang sakit sekarang mungkin diperiksanya besok atau lusa, soalnya papa sibuk juga masa seenak jidat sih kesini tanpa dijadwalin. 

intinya, tinggal jauh (cuma gianyar-denpasar) dari orang tua itu ngga enak. itu juga ngebikin aku pengen banget kuliah masih di bali, biar gak semakin jauh dari orang tua. hiks. sedih.

cukup deh sesi curhatnya buat sekarang, mending langsung bbm/sms/telpon mama papa hahaha thanks for reading my "curhat session" bloggers, hope you'll have a better day for tomorrow, God bless!

so busy

hello fellassss! long time no news from the eyeglasses's girl, rite?

I miss to write on you, I miss having an idea and tell you then. now I'm busy with my sims 3. (who the hell doesn't know this game?) got it? my sims 3 are rianna, koff, minnie, and sierra. they're family and loved each other, although rianna's minnie's stepmother and sierra's minnie's half-sister. playing sims 3 can give you a lesson how to be a good people, without forgetting friends and family. anw, rianna is 3stars-celebrity and minnie is 1star-celebrity. cool, eh? I want minnie be a cool stylist like her mom, or a good militarian people like her father. so sorry I couldn't give ya the screenshot, nextime I wish!

ah yeah, and yesterday me with sintha and tolek went to watch dbl together. my other best-best-bestie dea, is one of the cheers club so she must be cheer up the basket team :D goodluck, deanya! we have fun together and make appointment that we must go to beach, whenever it is. I hope we can go together again, errr... just it for my post today! I want to style another sims by rianna carlson;) bye!xoxo keep reading <3

runaway, let's say hello november!

long time after my last posting, eh?

so I'm here now, with so many problems round my head. fuch! it's about control myself, when I can't helped to say everyhting, EVERYthing in front of my friends, even if they're not my close friends. and they tell all my problems with everyone they meet. GADDD I wanna scream!! I must learn how to keep my mouth closed. one says, the best things to do is runaway, far far away for a moment.. how could I do that? yeah here I am, with my own "runaway" kinds. and when my problems are solved one by one.. let's say, hello november! LOUDLYY<3 my hopes are...

1. Get a better 7 number o:)
2. Get my Jakarta's ticket soon!!
3. There's no problem again like Octoberohell.. So done with October!
4. I could gain my money, so I wouldn't ask my dad or mum for something I could buy by myself.
5. Rain will comes every sunday morning, and it makes me feel much happier :)
6. Get so much quality sleep ;)
7. Could have many times to hang out, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!<3<3
8. I will focusly study hard... (can I?)
9. Happiness will come to me, everyday.. 
10. The internet's connection in my house will get better soon! it's soo lambrettoooo
11. Get my lost adobe after effect and illustrator.......

gee, I almost forget my runaways kind! you would know? here these all:

 Cry

Cry makes me better, although it can't help me solved my problems.. And this october, I have uncounted tears run down my face.

 Have Fun

I love to having fun, I need it more than before now. I miss my hang out time with bestfriends, not faking smile on my face.

Runaway Somewhere, Just With My Dolls

No one knows, and I could go anywhere until nights, until I'm tired, sleep, to forget all my problems.

 Scream

Have you ever heard, that scream could lose you stress, even a moment? Yes, I heard and believe it. 

ketika kamu ingin mendukungnya, namun tak rela

halo, blogeey:)

I'm in my bad mood today. you already know that I have a boyfriend, and I love him much, yeah.

and now.. he'll be something, something important and busy, something that makes him couldn't be with me every time. am I that selfish, wishing he'll always stay beside me? I had thought to break up with him, until he don't became that something. I know how it feels too, when you don't have support from someone you love.. so here I am, getting confused by this things. can you tell me how to support him without feeling broken? I just... I just can't. yes, if you say I'm a selfish girl, I always get angry or disappointed if he's busy. ARGHGGGGHHHHHHHGGGGHHHHHH! 

just tell me how.

hellaww blogger! just updated my blog with new face, do you like it? 

and now I'm in my progress to clear anything, from my school stuffs until my needs.

1. I really need to pass 3 exams (Bahasa, English, and Biology) by myself. I didn't attend those exams because I was having a bad day, or just say PMS. I wish I can return the time and pass it with my classmates.. wish me luck, please!
2. I have to attend swimming test, for this or one week again, and it makes me frustrated. I can't swim well, and I don't know how to do chest stroke. last week, I was ready for the test but "girl's monthly accident" block me to attend it. how sad I am, knowing that the moods for swim is rarely happens to me.
3. this mid semester test makes my day. this is the happy part, where I can go home faster and do many things in room, or just play plant versus zombie to kill my boredom. but, the bad part is where I can't answer the question, like physics, biology, mathematics, and chemistry. I get bored with these 2 weeks test.. God, I need holiday. 
4. my stationary is lost. not all of it, but some of. I need to buy many, MANY things at gramedia, or just Gunung Agung Book and Stationary store. (spectra papers, new ruler, tip ex, pencils, drawing pen, notes, post it, stabilo, etc) fyi, I'm a stationary freak. 
5. I want to change my blackberry's case, mine was already broken. the LCD is so messy, and I don't like it. would you tell me how to save money quickly? -or.. mum, just buy me new one! hehe-
6. I don't have any money to other things, yes mom give me some money but it's just enough for one week primary needs, not the others need. whereas I need to buy new bag, clothes, shoes, and many other things that rounded my mind.
7. I am getting fat again. I eat and eat for this two weeks at 9P.M, and I didn't do any acts that could burn calories in my body. sure, I need to use my brackets for my reason to diet again, quickly!!!!

always like this. when I want to write on you, blogeey, I think there's too many things I would share, but when I already write it, it looks like 1/100 part of my story. so just it, things I want to share on you today :) still hoping the best for this mid semester's test, and I must be the lucky one. good-bye! can't wait to tell you some stories again. smooch :*

we just never realize

everybody always think they're the best. yes, I do regret that. me, as an example feel it too. when someone talking shits behind my back, I think he/she is the only one to blame, and I never face the truth, that me, I am, can be blamed too. have you ever wonder, there's some mistakes that you did will make someone angry? will make the other disappointed? yeah, this is the problem. when you feel you're not wrong, everybody blame you. missunderstanding. and maybe you'll start to hate them, who blame you, or just talking behind your back. don't you ever realize, that you have did the same things too, behind their back? just please don't be sarcastic. we're all the same. talking bad behind, faking laugh and smile. we try to be friends, we fail of it. we're human, we can't be perfect. we can be slut, we can be angel. we always randomly changed our mood, yeah, imperfect! just realize it, and you will not be that confused..

back to normal, please

hallo, blogger :)

today.. I just feel so depressed. yeah, I do my daily activity like usual but.. I just miss something. I miss the things called, freedom. I always think of it. when I can stay in my room for hours, have quality time with my mom and dad, or just have a dinner together. they never get angry, but I don't like this. hey, I just want to have a day with my family! can't I? just for one day, weekend. you can have the another day, except my weekend. I don't want to go anywhere, or avoid my obligation, if you said like that. just imagine how's life if you live without your parents, family, but you can't meet them at weekend. how sad. you can say that I'm a lazy one or liar, but I really miss my family, just so you know. 

P.S: this is for someone who said that I avoid my obligation. just shut up, I never believe a boy can say something bitchy until I know you. just watch your mouth.

source: weheartit

just fine

I'm just fine with all of those shits. I can't tell you to stay in love with me, right? just leave when you wanna leave. just shut up when you don't want to talk to me. just say if you're angry with me. I don't need your mask. I need your truths. oh God, you can tell me that I'm a ego one, ok? yeaaah I'm imperfect. don blame me if I feel jealousy. it means I feel insecure with your love, haha why do you must make me feel secure? I'm your nothing? yes, actually. I'm just fine with that, thanks.

how lovely the boy is. he give forehead kiss when the girl's look sad

promises, not bullshits

he'll never see me cries, cause he doesn't even care

sorry

source : weheartit.com