Random part II

hello, guys. thanks for keep following my blog even I don't share anything goods. hehe

I'm exactly in my final exam (end of first semester) but I don't have any minded to go study, or just open a book, yeah I'm a bad student. But you know, I would really like it if I can studying like any clever students out there. I REALLY wish. Cause I really regret this whole six months, how I can be like this, too lazy and don't have any motivations. Oh God, my life is not like this on my first grade.........

this make me miss my first grade times, where I were that overactive in the old time. I miss my seatmate in X9 Rima, I miss going to beach with her and Rania, I miss going out for all time with friends or just going to school in holiday. I miss Sintha Tolek and Dea, how we spent time that much, in old time. I really need a motivations, but, who? what? where? I don't know a single thing to find out why I'm becoming like this today, yesterday, or second grade? no need to take care of clothes, my ponytails, eyeglasses, task, but still better than who I am today. like Katy Perry said "all these money can't buy me a time machine.." I really want it to have a time machine, to fix my bad past and become a good and happy person like me in old time. just show me thhe way, God, and I'll try....

parents, how important they are

good evening bloggers, I know, I know, it's too looooong since my last post. I'm sorry, but I'm in bad condition :'D and now, I feel I'm missing my family so much, yeaah you know that we're not in one house. me with my sister, and my parents with brothers. hmm, maybe I'll post my story in bahasa, yah soalnya lumayan ribet bahasanya hahaha.

rasanya tinggal tanpa orang tua itu ngenes banget. ba-nget. hal ini baru aku rasain semenjak kelas 2, dan aku semenjak kelas 2 pula mulai sering drop kondisinya. yah maklum, mungkin efek ngga tinggal sama ortu mulai kerasa kelas 2, haha waktu aku udah selesai sibuk-sibuknya, malah sering sakit. lanjut, gimana ya, mungkin kebanyakan temen-temen seumuranku masih tinggal sama orang tuanya, paling yang ngga sama orang tua yang rumahnya jauh dari sekolah, ngekos lah. mereka pasti ngerasain hal yang sama juga sama aku :'D gimana rasanya kamu kangen sama orang tua tapi mereka ngga sama kita. ngenes bangeeeetttt. aku paling benci kalo udah liburan aja, main-main di gianyar dan duh, ngerasain fun yang beda banget sama di rumah denpasar. (fyi, my first house is in gianyar yo) di rumah gianyar itu rasanya rame banget, ada mbok, mama, papa, adek-adek kecil yang mulai beranjak dewasa *bhahahaha*. coba bandingin sama disini? cuma tinggal sama kakak & bibi, itu juga aku lebih sering diem di kamar, soalnya rumah yang menurutku gede ini cuma ditinggalin 3 orang. kakak ku sibuk, maklum anak kuliahan hahaha jadi mainnya paling cuma dapet pas sabtu-minggu, dan di hari sabtu itu aku ada kegiatan sekolah sampe sore. di sini juga, makanannya ga bisa ngorder alias itu-itu aja. bahkan kadang-kadang sampe ngga ada lauk. siapa sih yang ngga bosen makan sesuatu yang sama terus semingguan? beda sama di gianyar, tinggal bilang mama mau makan apa besoknya dapet. kalo disini kan musti konfirmasi dari jauh-jauh hari pengen makan apa karena keuanganku dan kakak belum cukup untuk beli lauk di pasar. hehehe :D pas sakit juga, di gianyar itu ada mama sama papa, yg papa dokter. jadi sakit itu gampang ditauin. kalo disini, bilang sakit sekarang mungkin diperiksanya besok atau lusa, soalnya papa sibuk juga masa seenak jidat sih kesini tanpa dijadwalin. 

intinya, tinggal jauh (cuma gianyar-denpasar) dari orang tua itu ngga enak. itu juga ngebikin aku pengen banget kuliah masih di bali, biar gak semakin jauh dari orang tua. hiks. sedih.

cukup deh sesi curhatnya buat sekarang, mending langsung bbm/sms/telpon mama papa hahaha thanks for reading my "curhat session" bloggers, hope you'll have a better day for tomorrow, God bless!

so busy

hello fellassss! long time no news from the eyeglasses's girl, rite?

I miss to write on you, I miss having an idea and tell you then. now I'm busy with my sims 3. (who the hell doesn't know this game?) got it? my sims 3 are rianna, koff, minnie, and sierra. they're family and loved each other, although rianna's minnie's stepmother and sierra's minnie's half-sister. playing sims 3 can give you a lesson how to be a good people, without forgetting friends and family. anw, rianna is 3stars-celebrity and minnie is 1star-celebrity. cool, eh? I want minnie be a cool stylist like her mom, or a good militarian people like her father. so sorry I couldn't give ya the screenshot, nextime I wish!

ah yeah, and yesterday me with sintha and tolek went to watch dbl together. my other best-best-bestie dea, is one of the cheers club so she must be cheer up the basket team :D goodluck, deanya! we have fun together and make appointment that we must go to beach, whenever it is. I hope we can go together again, errr... just it for my post today! I want to style another sims by rianna carlson;) bye!xoxo keep reading <3

say thanks for the awards

thankyou for kak meisa who give me a versatile blogger award. thanks, kak, although I rarely post something long and interesting, hehe :p I do love your blog too! and the rules of the awards are :

1. Thank the person who nominated you and give their blog a shout out on your blog with a link to their blog

2. Share 7 random facts about your self

3. Send on the award to 15 bloggers whose blog you appreciate and then let them know that they have won the award.

 

I already said thanks for kak meisa, so I'll answer the next quetions :D

2. my random facts? errr... I love number 7, I always miss my mum, I have lovely dolls (teddy, ongki <3), I hate maag, I have best sister and brothers in the world, I have a great daddy, and I do love my life.

3. and now my 15 blog that I love! Kak Riri's , then Andin's , Kak Dias's , Amanda's (I don't know what's her blog link because she's changed it) , Awi's , Kak Meisa's hmmm.... then who? I don't know. I love their blog because they really know how to make me feel enjoy when I read their blog. keep writing, inspiration of mine! <3

Lame, yeah.

Good evening people! Finally I have my mood back to write on you. I have some interesting stories to tell you, from my lost blackberry, I'm in "no money" session, until when I lost the times that I have to hang out with my girls. Oh, yeah, but I had fun, from KISS~1 Denpasar's "Kunjungan".

Hmm... where do I start? 

yeah, once a time I went to Mega Rafting, Bali TV, and Penangkaran Penyu with KISS~1 Denpasar. the most interesting is when we had a big journey at Mega Rafting. oh, whoever who wants to lose their stress must try this. I had so much fun with my bestiest, but I still miss 'em. I need to hang out, or just stay in Sintha's home to share stories, with tolek and dea, please. I can't have a quality time with them because last holiday're full with Galungan and Kuningan's ceremonial. well, can u hear me, pals? I MISS YOU SO MUCH, XOXO!

Then, I broke my phone just because I want a new blackberry. (NB: the phone has broken already, but I tell my mum just now because my littke, LITTLE brother, get the better phone than me.) So now, I don't have any blackberry and use Sony Erricson. It's hard to use sony when u're addapted with qwerty keypad. hmmm.... pals, I don't have much skill to write much on blog, errr... so, finally, here I am with no money and phone. I wish my mom were here, and she could stop her business for a moment. I miss u mom, even you wouldn't read my blog hahaha =D thanks for keep reading and follow my blog, keep join! ;)

last.... these're my fave and wishes things. from weheartit <3

I'm Back!

long time, finally, blogeyy!

I'm soooo sorry I couldn't write any post on you before. I'm so busy with a ceremonial, and new years eve. anw, HAPPY NEW YEAAAAARRR!!!! (oooh, I know this is too late to say) and happy sunday, blog :)

woaaahahaha. I'm so happy cause I have my time with you again. but, rr.... want you know my problems for this January? it is, SHORTS. I need more shorts. I don't have any shorts since my last maid broke my lovely shorts that made by sintha :(

for now, I think just it. I hope everybody will get their happy sunday!

I want the floral one badly.

Movie Marathon: Your Best Holiday Partner.

yep. this is holiday and I do nothing... 

yes, I'm in my money recharging cause I want buy new clothes and frames. my old glasses was broken :( hell.

so, I just watched movies for these one weeks. more and mooooore films. at school or just in my bedroom with blanket. oh, it's fun absolutely! just with 50 thousand rupiahs, you'll get your own holiday in your own rooms with friends, if you want. (it's good for everyone that's who want to save their money)

what I've watched:

- Korean Drama: Pasta, Lite To Me, Personal Taste.

- Another Good Films: The Notebook, Black Swan (eewww, you couldn't watch this), changed up, cinderella story 3, our idiot brother, etc etc.

how about your holiday, peoples? I hope you'll enjoy your own kind of holiday. having fun!!

p.s: so sorry I can't join P5 to waterbom cause my women's monthly accident's coming for NOW. T.T

runaway, let's say hello november!

long time after my last posting, eh?

so I'm here now, with so many problems round my head. fuch! it's about control myself, when I can't helped to say everyhting, EVERYthing in front of my friends, even if they're not my close friends. and they tell all my problems with everyone they meet. GADDD I wanna scream!! I must learn how to keep my mouth closed. one says, the best things to do is runaway, far far away for a moment.. how could I do that? yeah here I am, with my own "runaway" kinds. and when my problems are solved one by one.. let's say, hello november! LOUDLYY<3 my hopes are...

1. Get a better 7 number o:)
2. Get my Jakarta's ticket soon!!
3. There's no problem again like Octoberohell.. So done with October!
4. I could gain my money, so I wouldn't ask my dad or mum for something I could buy by myself.
5. Rain will comes every sunday morning, and it makes me feel much happier :)
6. Get so much quality sleep ;)
7. Could have many times to hang out, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!<3<3
8. I will focusly study hard... (can I?)
9. Happiness will come to me, everyday.. 
10. The internet's connection in my house will get better soon! it's soo lambrettoooo
11. Get my lost adobe after effect and illustrator.......

gee, I almost forget my runaways kind! you would know? here these all:

 Cry

Cry makes me better, although it can't help me solved my problems.. And this october, I have uncounted tears run down my face.

 Have Fun

I love to having fun, I need it more than before now. I miss my hang out time with bestfriends, not faking smile on my face.

Runaway Somewhere, Just With My Dolls

No one knows, and I could go anywhere until nights, until I'm tired, sleep, to forget all my problems.

 Scream

Have you ever heard, that scream could lose you stress, even a moment? Yes, I heard and believe it. 

"Just Stay Strong"

I know this words are so easy to say. Yeah, if you had no problems! I'm in my progress to keep strong, without any revenge with who-ever that makes me down, such a bitch. She/He hate me? oh well, there's another person that hates you, too. Oh, I get my support from my best friends, too. well, I don't care anymore. take everything you want, and go away, far away from my life. I regret it, that ever feel you are the perfect brother/sister in my world. Big Regrets, Intenhenyp!

hellaww blogger! just updated my blog with new face, do you like it? 

and now I'm in my progress to clear anything, from my school stuffs until my needs.

1. I really need to pass 3 exams (Bahasa, English, and Biology) by myself. I didn't attend those exams because I was having a bad day, or just say PMS. I wish I can return the time and pass it with my classmates.. wish me luck, please!
2. I have to attend swimming test, for this or one week again, and it makes me frustrated. I can't swim well, and I don't know how to do chest stroke. last week, I was ready for the test but "girl's monthly accident" block me to attend it. how sad I am, knowing that the moods for swim is rarely happens to me.
3. this mid semester test makes my day. this is the happy part, where I can go home faster and do many things in room, or just play plant versus zombie to kill my boredom. but, the bad part is where I can't answer the question, like physics, biology, mathematics, and chemistry. I get bored with these 2 weeks test.. God, I need holiday. 
4. my stationary is lost. not all of it, but some of. I need to buy many, MANY things at gramedia, or just Gunung Agung Book and Stationary store. (spectra papers, new ruler, tip ex, pencils, drawing pen, notes, post it, stabilo, etc) fyi, I'm a stationary freak. 
5. I want to change my blackberry's case, mine was already broken. the LCD is so messy, and I don't like it. would you tell me how to save money quickly? -or.. mum, just buy me new one! hehe-
6. I don't have any money to other things, yes mom give me some money but it's just enough for one week primary needs, not the others need. whereas I need to buy new bag, clothes, shoes, and many other things that rounded my mind.
7. I am getting fat again. I eat and eat for this two weeks at 9P.M, and I didn't do any acts that could burn calories in my body. sure, I need to use my brackets for my reason to diet again, quickly!!!!

always like this. when I want to write on you, blogeey, I think there's too many things I would share, but when I already write it, it looks like 1/100 part of my story. so just it, things I want to share on you today :) still hoping the best for this mid semester's test, and I must be the lucky one. good-bye! can't wait to tell you some stories again. smooch :*

Mid Semester's Test

freak. I don't even have a mood to studying now :|

so here I am, blogging, surfing, have fun! like tomorrow's not a mid semester's test. I just want your wishes to make my scores good, peoples. that's why I'm posting here! :D I will d this things after mid test :

• go to sindhu beach with rania and rima, having quality time!
• have much money to buy ring. I like wearing this accessories right now
• have pass indonesian, english, and biology test because two days ago I was sick :(
• swim! I want to learn how to swim rightly :| 
• have so much fun day with my bitches, actually :D

so this is. hope my mid test will be a good test, hope I'l be the lucky one! keep supporting me please :)
muchos love, intenhenyp! xoxo

we just never realize

everybody always think they're the best. yes, I do regret that. me, as an example feel it too. when someone talking shits behind my back, I think he/she is the only one to blame, and I never face the truth, that me, I am, can be blamed too. have you ever wonder, there's some mistakes that you did will make someone angry? will make the other disappointed? yeah, this is the problem. when you feel you're not wrong, everybody blame you. missunderstanding. and maybe you'll start to hate them, who blame you, or just talking behind your back. don't you ever realize, that you have did the same things too, behind their back? just please don't be sarcastic. we're all the same. talking bad behind, faking laugh and smile. we try to be friends, we fail of it. we're human, we can't be perfect. we can be slut, we can be angel. we always randomly changed our mood, yeah, imperfect! just realize it, and you will not be that confused..

I'm Not Fine

the date after 13th July 2011. yeah, I'm not that fine. :|

in the morning I had a small fight with my mom about the brackets. why the doctor's so confusing me? she always there when I don't want to find her, and when I get my time she's not there. gah, looks like she's an unprofessional one. and my mom';s getting angry of it. *no, she's not angry with the doctor but she blame me about that.*

so here I am, with bad condition after Smansa Journalist Club's 18th birthday. with a headache, toothache, and every-ache that I can feel. (yeah, I tell you this story when I'm still laying on my bed) and I had.. a little problem with him, or you can called him everything you want, geey. I know that he loves me, but the reality's not the same with my feeling. he never tell me, he never care about me, he never try to describe what he feels, and the worst one is we're..... just friends. hahahahaha too much. too much problem about me. I'm so sorry if I can't tell you my good story, cause I have nothing. you can tell me that I'm too selfish, childish, or whatever. just so you know, I just wanna share it with you, cause I can't tell every people I meet, it just makes me feel.. I'm the one to blamed. thks

hmmm.. this. is. for. my. snail. brain

blogeey, I think I'm in my way to be a senile person. yaaaaa, I don't even remember what things I like, what things I have, and everything. so I'll test my brain with asking something important (or you can read it : UNimportant)

• what things do you like? I like doll -especially teddy bear!-, stationary, my laptop, warm clothes, backpacker's bag, and... uhm, what?!
• what drinks do you like? I like lemon teaaaa! watermelon juice, lime water, tea, I hate coffee. 
• what foods do you like? I like... uhm, oh, I forget it -__-
• what colors do you like? I like RED, grey, pink, violet, soft purple, lime, and orange :3
• what novels do you like? sweet comedy, horror-noo! ah I don't even remember it.

yeah, see? I don't remember the small things like those shits.

why all the people disappeared?

goodnight blogeeeeyyy, I'd meet you once and this's the second time for one day. funtastic, extremely fun! I can sit on my gazebo and tell you a bunch, or maybe a little story to shared ;)

tonight seems to be a..... sad night, maybe? it's because I got a freakin' badmood in the afternoon and little headache this night -__- and, uhm, when I see the dashboard of the blog, I don't see anything new. why? I think they'll post anything, or everything. I just, I just... lost my inspirationer (inspirationa blogger). where are y guys? I'll wait your new post, everydaaaayyyy !! :D

7 things about me :)

nity, bugz!

can't wondering if it's already sunday night and tomorrow is monster day, yeah. btw congrats for SMANSA 48th generation for your successful at national test! I'm proud of you all. hope that you all will get the best univ too yaa ({}) 

mmm, today I wanna share you about what my friends think about me. I called it 7 things about me XD

what do you think about me?

Sintha said that I'm : "Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,andOndo"

Dea said that I'm : "Unyu,Creative,Outgoing,Lovable,Funny,and she lost the 2 again"

Rima said that I'm : "Teddy's,Yeller,Bestbestbestfriends,Creative,Advisers,Screamer,and I lost the another one"
Dita and Wahyu said that I'm "Intelligent,Nice,Tidy,Easygoing,Naughty,Humble,Panic"
(read the last one and you can spell my name. IntenHP:D)
sorry for the late post, I can't post it yesterday because the WiFi was suck.

skip it!

helloo! I'm in my quick post just to say hello to you ;)
later, I'll post about 7 words about me from my friends. see you later bugz, sorry I have no much time to share alot of atory to you. I'll go somewhere with my mum now. ciao!

MR. MUSTACHEs

I love the quotes here. It's like.. My life's motto.

blah.blllaaaahhh.bbllaaaaaaaaah.

mood: swing

place: at my 2th floor, with aloatof mirror. makes me feel bad.

blump! day by day have passed, and I feel unexcited. why? I don't know too. I just feel empty. (like there'll a boy who will say "I can fill it". HAHAHAHA funn!) I hope I will not go to school. I will not go to that place, meet the same person. I need my own time, I need it. SO MUCH. I just need my bestfriends, not the other. I don't know, my heart fall into pieces when I see you, plahh. ARKKKKKKK!!!!! gaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaau. maybe they'll call me Mrs. Kothi, or whatever but I can't lose this worry. sorry for Sintha, Dea, Ica, Tolek, Rima, Rania, and Frang for didn't tell the truth. til now, I'm still worrying about the past. I know I'm selfish, foolish, but I just can't help my self. :( I don't wanna see that face, pleaaaaseeeee...

it's about my health condition too. it's bad. I can't scream out loud like usual, laugh loudly with friends, or acs like someone annoying. I don't want to be sick :& I want my FRESH senior high school BACK. I need my smile, I need my laugh. I just need my bests. thanks.

P.S: sorry, galau

P.P.S: for the first time, I don't like to use my 60d. I lost my mood.

P.P.P.S: this is the skip it post.

describe someone you love

he is cute.
he looks like goyiya :p
he is... stubborn.
he is lazy :D
he is everything.
everything that makes me fall in love with, dream about, sad about, and I hope he feels it too :)


NB: JUST SKIP THOSE WORDS.
(while wiping my snot, iuw)
sorry for the rarely chats wth you ya, bugz. I don't have any ideas, and FYI, I'm sick now. but dad had given me a box of medicine, hope me get well soon o:) and for you, too!