Random part II

hello, guys. thanks for keep following my blog even I don't share anything goods. hehe

I'm exactly in my final exam (end of first semester) but I don't have any minded to go study, or just open a book, yeah I'm a bad student. But you know, I would really like it if I can studying like any clever students out there. I REALLY wish. Cause I really regret this whole six months, how I can be like this, too lazy and don't have any motivations. Oh God, my life is not like this on my first grade.........

this make me miss my first grade times, where I were that overactive in the old time. I miss my seatmate in X9 Rima, I miss going to beach with her and Rania, I miss going out for all time with friends or just going to school in holiday. I miss Sintha Tolek and Dea, how we spent time that much, in old time. I really need a motivations, but, who? what? where? I don't know a single thing to find out why I'm becoming like this today, yesterday, or second grade? no need to take care of clothes, my ponytails, eyeglasses, task, but still better than who I am today. like Katy Perry said "all these money can't buy me a time machine.." I really want it to have a time machine, to fix my bad past and become a good and happy person like me in old time. just show me thhe way, God, and I'll try....

all I want for september is... things

yea don't blame me for late wishes on september, but I can't hold it! I need to share it with you all so I could tell someone who wanna give me gifts what i really want for september. hehe :p welcome september, everybody! counting few more days with him, in ONE YEAAAAAR! yes here, in Bali, we're in our 2 weeks holiday for celebrating hinduism day, holly day, Galungan and Kuningan. So yesterday when I have one free day without caring a 4th grader children in my house, I went to beachwalk with Yana and got one shoes that I search for a long time, and got more than 50% discount! can you imagine you just need to buy something and got it with half price? priceless. I lurve and I'll keep you safe, shoes. hehe. And two days ago, me with mom went to Centro Discovery Shopping Mall and find one shirts, and lace shorts. I'm not regretting this, buy anything I want but now my money is...... zero. hiks. need to save more money for my sept's wishes. mmm, keep. watching. my. blog. readers. here is my wishes:

source from we heart it and fashiolista

Long skirts, skirts, asymetric skirts, bags, collar clothes, bags, scallop shorts, new peach converse or vans, denim shirts, blazer!!!! I reaaaaally want one cute blazer to stay in my wardrobe. please, readers? :(

Shippin' Voyage, A Very Late Post

Good September everyone!

Finally I'm back. Say Horay? Hoooorrraaaaaaay!!! :D I'm sory for making you wait for my new post, uh everybody knows being a 3r grader in high school is being busy, confused, no directions. Where'll I go after this? What will I do? Am I right to choose this college? Questions in my mind. I'll talk about my last event in school this months, yeaaa class stand yo. This event is only come two years once. And me, as the 50th generation of sman 1 denpasar get a chance to make this event, and my class stand's name is "Shippin Voyage". Why? Because in our first discussion, all that we talk about is food travelling, again and again. We named it "Travel Around World" first, but it's too simple then tadaa! here it comes Shippin Voyage from Chinese and French's Language that means: Food Travelling. When we do the preparation, it makes me sick because we just have 2 days to decorate the room, lucky me, I'm ill just in the last day of the stand :) Oh well since I can tell a story well you just have to see the pictures. Without no edit in photoshop or others!!!

another 7th date

hello, bloggers! 

this is my 9th 7th date with ynprtm hehe :D would u mind to congratulate me? :D

I have too much journey on tuesday and wednesday that you won't lose. hmmm, start from tuesday!

at tuesday, I went to sintha's house with tolek, and without dea, because her dad didn't allow her to go :( we having so much fun, although we just took some photos and eat noodles, because sintha can't use her kitchen to cook us some excellent food, there's sooo many people in her kitchen :p and yesterday? we went to roti canai bunana, seminyak square, and starbucks, with dea absolutely! :D

there's so much fun, I feel something that I haven't feel this years, this's our first time hanging out like one year before. this's great, how we know time goes and people changed, but we're still there. love ur day, guys!

my newest novels and comics

my passion teaaaa!!!!

a sweater from yana :)

what catch my attention

Really, after hangin out with friends and saw many good things, I really need to have much money. For much Aztec things, that cute sandals, bag, new classy clothes, pencil cases, stationery, and so much more. They're catch my attention. Oh, you can fit a shoes to my wishlist to. Hehe :) And after re-makeover from my sister shows me how to be a fashionista like my sissy friends, SIntha and Dea. Sintha is master AT fashion and She has so many clothes that I need to buy, and DEa with her fantasy that could make things cute. Ah, also! I love everythings that DEntria has! Her one of hobby is collecting cute stationary like me, so she step on me! How fuckin cute things She has :( just gimme one, dear huhuhu :( rrrr... What's again? Yeah, I need to eat ramen again :p Someday, I wish someone Will give me a cute shaped and coloured cake, I wished it when my birthday's coming but nothing :p Hmm, I think for now, just it. What catch my attention oh yeaaah, he catch my attention too <3

way back into love

dear readers, I know you've heard this song. me, too.
but it's different now cs it'll be my fav songs, yeey :D
he gave me a video with this songs when I'm in ma bday <3 the lyric, I lurrrrve it a much.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
"And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end"

P.S; Happy 17th 26 February, dear Sintha <3 I love you more and ever!
P.S.S: I write this when I'm frustrated with my history lessons :|

say thanks for the awards

thankyou for kak meisa who give me a versatile blogger award. thanks, kak, although I rarely post something long and interesting, hehe :p I do love your blog too! and the rules of the awards are :

1. Thank the person who nominated you and give their blog a shout out on your blog with a link to their blog

2. Share 7 random facts about your self

3. Send on the award to 15 bloggers whose blog you appreciate and then let them know that they have won the award.

 

I already said thanks for kak meisa, so I'll answer the next quetions :D

2. my random facts? errr... I love number 7, I always miss my mum, I have lovely dolls (teddy, ongki <3), I hate maag, I have best sister and brothers in the world, I have a great daddy, and I do love my life.

3. and now my 15 blog that I love! Kak Riri's , then Andin's , Kak Dias's , Amanda's (I don't know what's her blog link because she's changed it) , Awi's , Kak Meisa's hmmm.... then who? I don't know. I love their blog because they really know how to make me feel enjoy when I read their blog. keep writing, inspiration of mine! <3

I'm 17th Years Old

I'm back, yes I'm back. sooo sorry with my late post because I was celebrate Galungan day, people! it's Hinduism day. so I'm here now, and I'm 17th. WOOOOHOOOOO *sorry, too happy* I'll get my SIM (surat izin mengemudi)* card, so I can drive a car and motorcycle without worrying anything :D

much of photo frames, Luuurve it.

anw, my birthday was so cute. unpredictable. I think I knew it since my aunt tell me that my friends will come to my house. but they just did it, they come to my house but I didn't feel it, and they sing Happy Birthday to me from behind, and..... surprised. I'm happy, thank you beloved! And the next day, I treat them at Wr. Subak. Maybe this's so simple for whoever who celebrate their 17th birthday party, but for me, a little cute surprise from my closed friends have made my day. Thankyou, Sintha, Dea, Tolek, Rima, Rania, Inak, Kiki, Ratih, Mayak, Frang, Icak, Yana, Indra, Vikan, Dik Chacha, MOM, Dad, Kak Poe, Kak Dede, X9, XIP5, ooh. I can't say it all. Very much, for every love that you can give at my birthday. <3

Happy Birthday Yana:D

This is why I rarely reply your BBMs, why I always keep something from your eyes, this is for your 16th birthday, dearest Pratama :*:)
(so sorry I can't show you my gifts, cause it's a private one hehe:D)
Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday sayang :p
I'm hoping the best for you, like what you do to me every single days,
Every steps that you take
Every dream you dreamed
Every foods you eat :p

Be the best man ever, yana! Ily, each, each, each, day..

runaway, let's say hello november!

long time after my last posting, eh?

so I'm here now, with so many problems round my head. fuch! it's about control myself, when I can't helped to say everyhting, EVERYthing in front of my friends, even if they're not my close friends. and they tell all my problems with everyone they meet. GADDD I wanna scream!! I must learn how to keep my mouth closed. one says, the best things to do is runaway, far far away for a moment.. how could I do that? yeah here I am, with my own "runaway" kinds. and when my problems are solved one by one.. let's say, hello november! LOUDLYY<3 my hopes are...

1. Get a better 7 number o:)
2. Get my Jakarta's ticket soon!!
3. There's no problem again like Octoberohell.. So done with October!
4. I could gain my money, so I wouldn't ask my dad or mum for something I could buy by myself.
5. Rain will comes every sunday morning, and it makes me feel much happier :)
6. Get so much quality sleep ;)
7. Could have many times to hang out, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!<3<3
8. I will focusly study hard... (can I?)
9. Happiness will come to me, everyday.. 
10. The internet's connection in my house will get better soon! it's soo lambrettoooo
11. Get my lost adobe after effect and illustrator.......

gee, I almost forget my runaways kind! you would know? here these all:

 Cry

Cry makes me better, although it can't help me solved my problems.. And this october, I have uncounted tears run down my face.

 Have Fun

I love to having fun, I need it more than before now. I miss my hang out time with bestfriends, not faking smile on my face.

Runaway Somewhere, Just With My Dolls

No one knows, and I could go anywhere until nights, until I'm tired, sleep, to forget all my problems.

 Scream

Have you ever heard, that scream could lose you stress, even a moment? Yes, I heard and believe it. 

that looks like him :)

when you read this post, you will remember someone that I never told you. he'll go around your minds, yeah. when you read this, you'll remember the boy you love. like Y:)