Random part II

hello, guys. thanks for keep following my blog even I don't share anything goods. hehe

I'm exactly in my final exam (end of first semester) but I don't have any minded to go study, or just open a book, yeah I'm a bad student. But you know, I would really like it if I can studying like any clever students out there. I REALLY wish. Cause I really regret this whole six months, how I can be like this, too lazy and don't have any motivations. Oh God, my life is not like this on my first grade.........

this make me miss my first grade times, where I were that overactive in the old time. I miss my seatmate in X9 Rima, I miss going to beach with her and Rania, I miss going out for all time with friends or just going to school in holiday. I miss Sintha Tolek and Dea, how we spent time that much, in old time. I really need a motivations, but, who? what? where? I don't know a single thing to find out why I'm becoming like this today, yesterday, or second grade? no need to take care of clothes, my ponytails, eyeglasses, task, but still better than who I am today. like Katy Perry said "all these money can't buy me a time machine.." I really want it to have a time machine, to fix my bad past and become a good and happy person like me in old time. just show me thhe way, God, and I'll try....

all I want for september is... things

yea don't blame me for late wishes on september, but I can't hold it! I need to share it with you all so I could tell someone who wanna give me gifts what i really want for september. hehe :p welcome september, everybody! counting few more days with him, in ONE YEAAAAAR! yes here, in Bali, we're in our 2 weeks holiday for celebrating hinduism day, holly day, Galungan and Kuningan. So yesterday when I have one free day without caring a 4th grader children in my house, I went to beachwalk with Yana and got one shoes that I search for a long time, and got more than 50% discount! can you imagine you just need to buy something and got it with half price? priceless. I lurve and I'll keep you safe, shoes. hehe. And two days ago, me with mom went to Centro Discovery Shopping Mall and find one shirts, and lace shorts. I'm not regretting this, buy anything I want but now my money is...... zero. hiks. need to save more money for my sept's wishes. mmm, keep. watching. my. blog. readers. here is my wishes:

source from we heart it and fashiolista

Long skirts, skirts, asymetric skirts, bags, collar clothes, bags, scallop shorts, new peach converse or vans, denim shirts, blazer!!!! I reaaaaally want one cute blazer to stay in my wardrobe. please, readers? :(

sweet tuesday, isn't it?

good evenoon everybody! :)

I'm back again, (AGAIN) into you. I miss writing something on my blog, so here I am. mmmm, there's much things to write on, but usually I couldn't retell you about what it is. as always. hehe, but it'll be enough if I just post something that you have no interest with, eh? :p

what's first? (count minutes by minutes, and I still don't know what to write.)

okay, well, 3rd grader in my school'll get their graduation. oh, this time for us, second grader, will through a hard moment, final exams, and will get into 3rd grade of our school. it's hard for me, because I still don't know what I am soon to be, I don't have any hopes or dream to become something. doctor? my dad ask me, but if I have another dreams, just do it. but the matter is I don't have any ideas. :| could you tell me how to find your real dreams, reader? I must be confused. and I will going to find this, as soon as possible :) bless me.

another dramas? yeah. I have someone who WAS close to me, but now we're not. now I know I'm not worth it for someone who's sooooo pathetic, egoism, and two-faces. (well, well, you can say I'm two faces but don't be angry, everybody does.) pray for that people, okay? I hope you'll realized that this post's related to you, and I don't want to say anymore that could drown your popularity, bastaaaarddddd :) 

then? tomorrow is my first day of final exam, but I'm still reading new novels. (you know, I rarely buy novels because of my money crisis :p) and I want AGAIN. want to buy so many novels at bookstore, but I have another wishes, sweater, sandals, bags, new clothes, my wardrobe is so old fashioned. I hope there'll be someone who will give me a gift, and that's everything I want :D oooh, that cute rose too T_T why everybody get it, this month? I haven't received any roses since last year february from my friends. I don't like rose too much, but I'm a girl too, fellas! :D

ookaaaay, maybe I just want to post this, see you again, I'm gonna study hard! good bye :D

parents, how important they are

good evening bloggers, I know, I know, it's too looooong since my last post. I'm sorry, but I'm in bad condition :'D and now, I feel I'm missing my family so much, yeaah you know that we're not in one house. me with my sister, and my parents with brothers. hmm, maybe I'll post my story in bahasa, yah soalnya lumayan ribet bahasanya hahaha.

rasanya tinggal tanpa orang tua itu ngenes banget. ba-nget. hal ini baru aku rasain semenjak kelas 2, dan aku semenjak kelas 2 pula mulai sering drop kondisinya. yah maklum, mungkin efek ngga tinggal sama ortu mulai kerasa kelas 2, haha waktu aku udah selesai sibuk-sibuknya, malah sering sakit. lanjut, gimana ya, mungkin kebanyakan temen-temen seumuranku masih tinggal sama orang tuanya, paling yang ngga sama orang tua yang rumahnya jauh dari sekolah, ngekos lah. mereka pasti ngerasain hal yang sama juga sama aku :'D gimana rasanya kamu kangen sama orang tua tapi mereka ngga sama kita. ngenes bangeeeetttt. aku paling benci kalo udah liburan aja, main-main di gianyar dan duh, ngerasain fun yang beda banget sama di rumah denpasar. (fyi, my first house is in gianyar yo) di rumah gianyar itu rasanya rame banget, ada mbok, mama, papa, adek-adek kecil yang mulai beranjak dewasa *bhahahaha*. coba bandingin sama disini? cuma tinggal sama kakak & bibi, itu juga aku lebih sering diem di kamar, soalnya rumah yang menurutku gede ini cuma ditinggalin 3 orang. kakak ku sibuk, maklum anak kuliahan hahaha jadi mainnya paling cuma dapet pas sabtu-minggu, dan di hari sabtu itu aku ada kegiatan sekolah sampe sore. di sini juga, makanannya ga bisa ngorder alias itu-itu aja. bahkan kadang-kadang sampe ngga ada lauk. siapa sih yang ngga bosen makan sesuatu yang sama terus semingguan? beda sama di gianyar, tinggal bilang mama mau makan apa besoknya dapet. kalo disini kan musti konfirmasi dari jauh-jauh hari pengen makan apa karena keuanganku dan kakak belum cukup untuk beli lauk di pasar. hehehe :D pas sakit juga, di gianyar itu ada mama sama papa, yg papa dokter. jadi sakit itu gampang ditauin. kalo disini, bilang sakit sekarang mungkin diperiksanya besok atau lusa, soalnya papa sibuk juga masa seenak jidat sih kesini tanpa dijadwalin. 

intinya, tinggal jauh (cuma gianyar-denpasar) dari orang tua itu ngga enak. itu juga ngebikin aku pengen banget kuliah masih di bali, biar gak semakin jauh dari orang tua. hiks. sedih.

cukup deh sesi curhatnya buat sekarang, mending langsung bbm/sms/telpon mama papa hahaha thanks for reading my "curhat session" bloggers, hope you'll have a better day for tomorrow, God bless!

so busy

hello fellassss! long time no news from the eyeglasses's girl, rite?

I miss to write on you, I miss having an idea and tell you then. now I'm busy with my sims 3. (who the hell doesn't know this game?) got it? my sims 3 are rianna, koff, minnie, and sierra. they're family and loved each other, although rianna's minnie's stepmother and sierra's minnie's half-sister. playing sims 3 can give you a lesson how to be a good people, without forgetting friends and family. anw, rianna is 3stars-celebrity and minnie is 1star-celebrity. cool, eh? I want minnie be a cool stylist like her mom, or a good militarian people like her father. so sorry I couldn't give ya the screenshot, nextime I wish!

ah yeah, and yesterday me with sintha and tolek went to watch dbl together. my other best-best-bestie dea, is one of the cheers club so she must be cheer up the basket team :D goodluck, deanya! we have fun together and make appointment that we must go to beach, whenever it is. I hope we can go together again, errr... just it for my post today! I want to style another sims by rianna carlson;) bye!xoxo keep reading <3

Lame, yeah.

Good evening people! Finally I have my mood back to write on you. I have some interesting stories to tell you, from my lost blackberry, I'm in "no money" session, until when I lost the times that I have to hang out with my girls. Oh, yeah, but I had fun, from KISS~1 Denpasar's "Kunjungan".

Hmm... where do I start? 

yeah, once a time I went to Mega Rafting, Bali TV, and Penangkaran Penyu with KISS~1 Denpasar. the most interesting is when we had a big journey at Mega Rafting. oh, whoever who wants to lose their stress must try this. I had so much fun with my bestiest, but I still miss 'em. I need to hang out, or just stay in Sintha's home to share stories, with tolek and dea, please. I can't have a quality time with them because last holiday're full with Galungan and Kuningan's ceremonial. well, can u hear me, pals? I MISS YOU SO MUCH, XOXO!

Then, I broke my phone just because I want a new blackberry. (NB: the phone has broken already, but I tell my mum just now because my littke, LITTLE brother, get the better phone than me.) So now, I don't have any blackberry and use Sony Erricson. It's hard to use sony when u're addapted with qwerty keypad. hmmm.... pals, I don't have much skill to write much on blog, errr... so, finally, here I am with no money and phone. I wish my mom were here, and she could stop her business for a moment. I miss u mom, even you wouldn't read my blog hahaha =D thanks for keep reading and follow my blog, keep join! ;)

last.... these're my fave and wishes things. from weheartit <3

I'm Back!

long time, finally, blogeyy!

I'm soooo sorry I couldn't write any post on you before. I'm so busy with a ceremonial, and new years eve. anw, HAPPY NEW YEAAAAARRR!!!! (oooh, I know this is too late to say) and happy sunday, blog :)

woaaahahaha. I'm so happy cause I have my time with you again. but, rr.... want you know my problems for this January? it is, SHORTS. I need more shorts. I don't have any shorts since my last maid broke my lovely shorts that made by sintha :(

for now, I think just it. I hope everybody will get their happy sunday!

I want the floral one badly.

what I wish I'll buy on holiday

new blackberry, will make your holiday better!

cardigan, my old one is nowhere...

 

dolls, I really really want much more!

new cute dresses, I'm in love to see it, not using it :D

 new bag!! I just have a lil' bit bag in my wardrobe

butter biscuit rittersport, when I watch movies

the another lovey sandals

 so many new shorts. I need it, just it.

new stationary, cause my hobby is going to stationary shop

hellaww blogger! just updated my blog with new face, do you like it? 

and now I'm in my progress to clear anything, from my school stuffs until my needs.

1. I really need to pass 3 exams (Bahasa, English, and Biology) by myself. I didn't attend those exams because I was having a bad day, or just say PMS. I wish I can return the time and pass it with my classmates.. wish me luck, please!
2. I have to attend swimming test, for this or one week again, and it makes me frustrated. I can't swim well, and I don't know how to do chest stroke. last week, I was ready for the test but "girl's monthly accident" block me to attend it. how sad I am, knowing that the moods for swim is rarely happens to me.
3. this mid semester test makes my day. this is the happy part, where I can go home faster and do many things in room, or just play plant versus zombie to kill my boredom. but, the bad part is where I can't answer the question, like physics, biology, mathematics, and chemistry. I get bored with these 2 weeks test.. God, I need holiday. 
4. my stationary is lost. not all of it, but some of. I need to buy many, MANY things at gramedia, or just Gunung Agung Book and Stationary store. (spectra papers, new ruler, tip ex, pencils, drawing pen, notes, post it, stabilo, etc) fyi, I'm a stationary freak. 
5. I want to change my blackberry's case, mine was already broken. the LCD is so messy, and I don't like it. would you tell me how to save money quickly? -or.. mum, just buy me new one! hehe-
6. I don't have any money to other things, yes mom give me some money but it's just enough for one week primary needs, not the others need. whereas I need to buy new bag, clothes, shoes, and many other things that rounded my mind.
7. I am getting fat again. I eat and eat for this two weeks at 9P.M, and I didn't do any acts that could burn calories in my body. sure, I need to use my brackets for my reason to diet again, quickly!!!!

always like this. when I want to write on you, blogeey, I think there's too many things I would share, but when I already write it, it looks like 1/100 part of my story. so just it, things I want to share on you today :) still hoping the best for this mid semester's test, and I must be the lucky one. good-bye! can't wait to tell you some stories again. smooch :*

back to normal, please

hallo, blogger :)

today.. I just feel so depressed. yeah, I do my daily activity like usual but.. I just miss something. I miss the things called, freedom. I always think of it. when I can stay in my room for hours, have quality time with my mom and dad, or just have a dinner together. they never get angry, but I don't like this. hey, I just want to have a day with my family! can't I? just for one day, weekend. you can have the another day, except my weekend. I don't want to go anywhere, or avoid my obligation, if you said like that. just imagine how's life if you live without your parents, family, but you can't meet them at weekend. how sad. you can say that I'm a lazy one or liar, but I really miss my family, just so you know. 

P.S: this is for someone who said that I avoid my obligation. just shut up, I never believe a boy can say something bitchy until I know you. just watch your mouth.

source: weheartit

already July!

great day in your first day of the month's physically suggest you about what you'll get the next, next, next day. yawn, my first day? BAD. in the morning, I had a fight with him, my mom, and a problem at school. gee, how about my next, next, next day?

silly me, get mad at someone just because of a small thing. but now, I regret it. I'm sorry :( I swear I won't be that childish anymore :3 promise, promise! remembering it's already July, remembering about the school's stuff too. I don't know, I'm not that interested again. all I wanna do is stop the time and get my bed time full.. aw! great idea, hehehe :D it's 2 week again, to go to school again, to have a routine thing, to have muchos homework, to have a new class *sigh, I hope Rima will get the same class with me again*, to have little time at home. wonder it? I. Just. Don't. Want. To. Go. To. School. For. The. Routine. Again. 

*PS: I write this while sigh-ing for many times.

finally, one family trip

26th June 2011, yeeaaahhh. finally me and my big family went to taman safari to have our first holiday trip. well, it's funtastic. there's so many cute fish, bear, scared by lion, or another animals. we watch some attraction there, and we watch the theater too. wow, YOU MUST SEE THE THEATER's show! it's about Balinese story.

hm.. a little problem, my feet was sick because we must walk for long trip and my shoes isn't good for that. geez.. here's our awesome photos!

me with my sister, Putri Purwanthi

me with my cousin, kak winda :D

awah, mum, me, bayu, kak winda, and iwak

kak poe, me, bayu, mum, yoga

piranha feeding time

in front of what-the-name fish pond

kak poeee

in front of Bali Agung Theater Ticketing

with elephant statue, elephant village

look for the bear! I want this one

map

lunch

education show

the visitors

rest!

mum, bayu and iwak

me and yoga when I try to get the meat of coconut (I don't know the name)

this one! can't wait

kak poe and kak winda

me, yoga, kak poe

kak poe, me, yoga

the elephant show

african dance

african dance

on the "fun zone" bridge

white lion feeding time

funny trip! but I can't take the Bali Agung Theater's show because we can't bring our phones, or camera inside. it's about the legend of Barong Landung. and they used the animal to make the show's more funtastic. at the end, we bought some food to eat at Lebih Beach, and go home than. thanksssss, fam! :D