all I want for september is... things

yea don't blame me for late wishes on september, but I can't hold it! I need to share it with you all so I could tell someone who wanna give me gifts what i really want for september. hehe :p welcome september, everybody! counting few more days with him, in ONE YEAAAAAR! yes here, in Bali, we're in our 2 weeks holiday for celebrating hinduism day, holly day, Galungan and Kuningan. So yesterday when I have one free day without caring a 4th grader children in my house, I went to beachwalk with Yana and got one shoes that I search for a long time, and got more than 50% discount! can you imagine you just need to buy something and got it with half price? priceless. I lurve and I'll keep you safe, shoes. hehe. And two days ago, me with mom went to Centro Discovery Shopping Mall and find one shirts, and lace shorts. I'm not regretting this, buy anything I want but now my money is...... zero. hiks. need to save more money for my sept's wishes. mmm, keep. watching. my. blog. readers. here is my wishes:

source from we heart it and fashiolista

Long skirts, skirts, asymetric skirts, bags, collar clothes, bags, scallop shorts, new peach converse or vans, denim shirts, blazer!!!! I reaaaaally want one cute blazer to stay in my wardrobe. please, readers? :(

what catch my attention

Really, after hangin out with friends and saw many good things, I really need to have much money. For much Aztec things, that cute sandals, bag, new classy clothes, pencil cases, stationery, and so much more. They're catch my attention. Oh, you can fit a shoes to my wishlist to. Hehe :) And after re-makeover from my sister shows me how to be a fashionista like my sissy friends, SIntha and Dea. Sintha is master AT fashion and She has so many clothes that I need to buy, and DEa with her fantasy that could make things cute. Ah, also! I love everythings that DEntria has! Her one of hobby is collecting cute stationary like me, so she step on me! How fuckin cute things She has :( just gimme one, dear huhuhu :( rrrr... What's again? Yeah, I need to eat ramen again :p Someday, I wish someone Will give me a cute shaped and coloured cake, I wished it when my birthday's coming but nothing :p Hmm, I think for now, just it. What catch my attention oh yeaaah, he catch my attention too <3

way back into love

dear readers, I know you've heard this song. me, too.
but it's different now cs it'll be my fav songs, yeey :D
he gave me a video with this songs when I'm in ma bday <3 the lyric, I lurrrrve it a much.

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
"And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end"

P.S; Happy 17th 26 February, dear Sintha <3 I love you more and ever!
P.S.S: I write this when I'm frustrated with my history lessons :|

say thanks for the awards

thankyou for kak meisa who give me a versatile blogger award. thanks, kak, although I rarely post something long and interesting, hehe :p I do love your blog too! and the rules of the awards are :

1. Thank the person who nominated you and give their blog a shout out on your blog with a link to their blog

2. Share 7 random facts about your self

3. Send on the award to 15 bloggers whose blog you appreciate and then let them know that they have won the award.

 

I already said thanks for kak meisa, so I'll answer the next quetions :D

2. my random facts? errr... I love number 7, I always miss my mum, I have lovely dolls (teddy, ongki <3), I hate maag, I have best sister and brothers in the world, I have a great daddy, and I do love my life.

3. and now my 15 blog that I love! Kak Riri's , then Andin's , Kak Dias's , Amanda's (I don't know what's her blog link because she's changed it) , Awi's , Kak Meisa's hmmm.... then who? I don't know. I love their blog because they really know how to make me feel enjoy when I read their blog. keep writing, inspiration of mine! <3

I'm 17th Years Old

I'm back, yes I'm back. sooo sorry with my late post because I was celebrate Galungan day, people! it's Hinduism day. so I'm here now, and I'm 17th. WOOOOHOOOOO *sorry, too happy* I'll get my SIM (surat izin mengemudi)* card, so I can drive a car and motorcycle without worrying anything :D

much of photo frames, Luuurve it.

anw, my birthday was so cute. unpredictable. I think I knew it since my aunt tell me that my friends will come to my house. but they just did it, they come to my house but I didn't feel it, and they sing Happy Birthday to me from behind, and..... surprised. I'm happy, thank you beloved! And the next day, I treat them at Wr. Subak. Maybe this's so simple for whoever who celebrate their 17th birthday party, but for me, a little cute surprise from my closed friends have made my day. Thankyou, Sintha, Dea, Tolek, Rima, Rania, Inak, Kiki, Ratih, Mayak, Frang, Icak, Yana, Indra, Vikan, Dik Chacha, MOM, Dad, Kak Poe, Kak Dede, X9, XIP5, ooh. I can't say it all. Very much, for every love that you can give at my birthday. <3

3months!

hey blogeeey! how I miss you since I never post anything on you <3

dyou remember what date it is? yup! it's 7th day of December, and it means that I'm in my 3rd months anniversary with the only one, gorilla. they may say it's just the beginning, or too short, or anything else but I just say I'm happy. I'm happy cause I can keep this amazing relationship, although we had so many problems and fights before. would you congratulate me? and for those three months, he gave me a card and a cute domo-kun  sweater. you need the pictures? sorry, it's washed just now. all I can say is thankyou, thankyou! for being understand me for these months, for keep supporting me each days. happy 3 months anniversary yana :)<3

Happy Birthday Yana:D

This is why I rarely reply your BBMs, why I always keep something from your eyes, this is for your 16th birthday, dearest Pratama :*:)
(so sorry I can't show you my gifts, cause it's a private one hehe:D)
Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Yana, Happy Birthday Happy Birthday Happy Birthday sayang :p
I'm hoping the best for you, like what you do to me every single days,
Every steps that you take
Every dream you dreamed
Every foods you eat :p

Be the best man ever, yana! Ily, each, each, each, day..

runaway, let's say hello november!

long time after my last posting, eh?

so I'm here now, with so many problems round my head. fuch! it's about control myself, when I can't helped to say everyhting, EVERYthing in front of my friends, even if they're not my close friends. and they tell all my problems with everyone they meet. GADDD I wanna scream!! I must learn how to keep my mouth closed. one says, the best things to do is runaway, far far away for a moment.. how could I do that? yeah here I am, with my own "runaway" kinds. and when my problems are solved one by one.. let's say, hello november! LOUDLYY<3 my hopes are...

1. Get a better 7 number o:)
2. Get my Jakarta's ticket soon!!
3. There's no problem again like Octoberohell.. So done with October!
4. I could gain my money, so I wouldn't ask my dad or mum for something I could buy by myself.
5. Rain will comes every sunday morning, and it makes me feel much happier :)
6. Get so much quality sleep ;)
7. Could have many times to hang out, Girls Just Wanna Have Fun!!<3<3
8. I will focusly study hard... (can I?)
9. Happiness will come to me, everyday.. 
10. The internet's connection in my house will get better soon! it's soo lambrettoooo
11. Get my lost adobe after effect and illustrator.......

gee, I almost forget my runaways kind! you would know? here these all:

 Cry

Cry makes me better, although it can't help me solved my problems.. And this october, I have uncounted tears run down my face.

 Have Fun

I love to having fun, I need it more than before now. I miss my hang out time with bestfriends, not faking smile on my face.

Runaway Somewhere, Just With My Dolls

No one knows, and I could go anywhere until nights, until I'm tired, sleep, to forget all my problems.

 Scream

Have you ever heard, that scream could lose you stress, even a moment? Yes, I heard and believe it. 

october, nice month please!

uh-oh. it's already october, rite..
that's mean you'll have another journey in another october. happy october, bloggers and whole people :)
remembering about my september's, it's fine. I didn't have any big problem that can't be end (except my little problem with swimming, and exams). and I have a boyfriend at september, hey :D
yes, I always have so many wishes in my mind, there are some that have been granted in the previous month, and many more that aren't granted for this month. like my wishes, for now:

1. have good score for mid test, and already pass those three exams (remind you about biology, english, and bahasa rite?) I hope I won't have no reason to stay at home and studying always and alwaaays. I want to make my parents proud of me.
2. have much money, as I expected. yeah, I always wishing this one, but it's hard to do when your stomach want to eat and eat delicious food with different kinds everyday. so, would someone remembering me about this one when you see me buy so many foods for one day? please.. I'm beeggingggg....
3. have a great days with my friends, family, and boyfriend :) I know we're rarely have a quality time, but I really missing you both a bunch, Deaaaa!, Sintha, Tolek, Rania, Rima, Mum, Dad, my sister Poe, and brothers Yoga and Bayu. (Dea is very very busy because she'll join EBL contest. miss you so much, dea..)
4. long lasting with my dear yp (I bet you know him). we'll having our first month this 7th. I hope he'll stay like this, ohhh man I loved his funny acts so much <3 but he is busy at that day, and we couldn't have one full day together. fight for your job, yp!
5. get new BAG. I don't have any good bags that can be used for so many thick books for school. mum had promise to me that she will give me new bag when she'll go out somewhere with my sister. please mum, I need it rite now. please. 
6. get new stuffs for my room. I need more...... ugh. so many things I want for my room. like b&w pictures with black frame. someone, please give me one hehe ;;)
7. notebook's case. because I haven't it and I always bring my notebook with it's big black bag, and it's soooooooo last year, knowing that my bag isn't enough for the big black notebook's bag.

wow. I always thinking about all my wishes, and those are my biggest 7 wishes, what about your wishes? I hope we'll get our wishes come true, time by time. be a nice month, october! I know you can.

source: originally by me

hellaww blogger! just updated my blog with new face, do you like it? 

and now I'm in my progress to clear anything, from my school stuffs until my needs.

1. I really need to pass 3 exams (Bahasa, English, and Biology) by myself. I didn't attend those exams because I was having a bad day, or just say PMS. I wish I can return the time and pass it with my classmates.. wish me luck, please!
2. I have to attend swimming test, for this or one week again, and it makes me frustrated. I can't swim well, and I don't know how to do chest stroke. last week, I was ready for the test but "girl's monthly accident" block me to attend it. how sad I am, knowing that the moods for swim is rarely happens to me.
3. this mid semester test makes my day. this is the happy part, where I can go home faster and do many things in room, or just play plant versus zombie to kill my boredom. but, the bad part is where I can't answer the question, like physics, biology, mathematics, and chemistry. I get bored with these 2 weeks test.. God, I need holiday. 
4. my stationary is lost. not all of it, but some of. I need to buy many, MANY things at gramedia, or just Gunung Agung Book and Stationary store. (spectra papers, new ruler, tip ex, pencils, drawing pen, notes, post it, stabilo, etc) fyi, I'm a stationary freak. 
5. I want to change my blackberry's case, mine was already broken. the LCD is so messy, and I don't like it. would you tell me how to save money quickly? -or.. mum, just buy me new one! hehe-
6. I don't have any money to other things, yes mom give me some money but it's just enough for one week primary needs, not the others need. whereas I need to buy new bag, clothes, shoes, and many other things that rounded my mind.
7. I am getting fat again. I eat and eat for this two weeks at 9P.M, and I didn't do any acts that could burn calories in my body. sure, I need to use my brackets for my reason to diet again, quickly!!!!

always like this. when I want to write on you, blogeey, I think there's too many things I would share, but when I already write it, it looks like 1/100 part of my story. so just it, things I want to share on you today :) still hoping the best for this mid semester's test, and I must be the lucky one. good-bye! can't wait to tell you some stories again. smooch :*

my guardian angel

"When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can’t replace
And now that I’m strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I’ll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It’s okay. It’s okay. It’s okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I’ll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cause you’re my, you’re my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don’t throw that away
Cause I’m here for you
Please don’t walk away and
Please tell me you’ll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I’ll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I’ll stand up with you forever
I’ll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven"

this song's supposed to my guardian angel, with initial Y. there's no one could make me feel like this before. he makes me smile, calm, and feel comfort. when I'm with him, the only thing that cross my mind's just him. yes, him. his smile is beautiful, makes me want to see his smile everyday. his funny acts, make me laugh until my tear's running down. his warm hug makes me feel like I'm the only happy person right now. his face makes me missing him for seconds, hours, days, months, always. He never get angry with me, even I do something bad to him. even I always feel jealous with his old first love. He helps me in many way.. he escaped me from much problems, and he sacrifice many things for me. all what can I say's just..

you're my strength. today, and ever.

 these are the pictures when he became Instruktor of MOS & PDS Smansa

7 things about me :)

nity, bugz!

can't wondering if it's already sunday night and tomorrow is monster day, yeah. btw congrats for SMANSA 48th generation for your successful at national test! I'm proud of you all. hope that you all will get the best univ too yaa ({}) 

mmm, today I wanna share you about what my friends think about me. I called it 7 things about me XD

what do you think about me?

Sintha said that I'm : "Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,Ondo,andOndo"

Dea said that I'm : "Unyu,Creative,Outgoing,Lovable,Funny,and she lost the 2 again"

Rima said that I'm : "Teddy's,Yeller,Bestbestbestfriends,Creative,Advisers,Screamer,and I lost the another one"
Dita and Wahyu said that I'm "Intelligent,Nice,Tidy,Easygoing,Naughty,Humble,Panic"
(read the last one and you can spell my name. IntenHP:D)
sorry for the late post, I can't post it yesterday because the WiFi was suck.

7 things

seven things that I like :

1. teddy bear
2. lemon fruit
3. blog-walking
4. chatting
5. sleep
6. eat
7. laugh

seven things that I hate :

1. backstabber
2. animal
3. messy rooms
4. silent
5. fat
6. unreplied message
7. my mom's away from me

seven person that I love :

1. FAMILY, especially
2. my bestiest <3
3. my class (axix)
4. my lost bestfriend (aurora rifani)
5. my teacher
6. my greatest brother
7. everybody who love me back

seven books that I heart :

1. go girl
2. sitta karina's
3. agnes jessica's
4. my own doodle book
5. scrapbook
6. journalistic book
7. photoshop tutorial book

how about your lucky number?

p.s : never mind about this post. I made it when I wait my friends, hahaha :D

anotherprobs

GOOD. a very good job.

today I got many problems! I can't believe how unlucky am I today. headache, heartache, plus my exboyfie's words. I hope that tomorrow won't be the same! he said he is a backstabber. hell-o? I don't tell universe that you're a backstabber. do you know the differents of BESTFIE and EXBOYFIE? for sure, I hate you now. really hate you. I don't wanna talk with you anymore. I can't believe in you ANYMORE.

another time, my provider has stop provide blackberry's services anymore. WHAT A STUPID THINGS, uh? gak bakal aku beli pulsa sering2 lagi kalo kaya gini. sekaliaaan biar bangkrut! euuwww ;( like mas pocong said "I can't imagine life without a blackberry for a stupid reason" semoga bb ga jadi diblokir yaTuhaan, ameen o:)

third, aku semakin emosi aja, semakin lama obsesi buat jadi org yg bisa buat foto keren kaya org2 di tumblr, weheartit, everythings like that makin susah aja! huh, kalo ada yg punya ide tell me pls, okay? I don't know how to upload photos in we heart it tho. could someone help me? please :]

last, I don't know why, but I always having an obsession about TEDDY BEAR, MOGURA, AND ELMO. (it's just the big three, the reality is I have many obsessions about things, like cupcakes and polkadots!) who wanna buy me one? haha I hope many ppls will gimme that on 22th january, my birthday! wohooooo

NB: maaf kl postingan saya aneh-aneh. NOTHING special in my 2011, you guest. 

 this is teddy bear. I have 7 in my house. SEVEN! my lovely number, rite? ;)

 

this is mogura. lovely mogura. but in Indonesia, mogura isn't popular. where I can find mogura doll? tell me if you know ASAP

♥intenhenyp

seven, the best.

7. my lucky number, my fav number, my...... boy's number.

ah.don't know why this boy can addicted my heart easily. I'm so on love!

but don't get wrong. I'm just his fan, not more. I hope he see me, and.. feel the same with me!

I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEARTS ♥

especially for my mom, father, sisters and brothers, bestfriends, friends, and last......... 7.

all of those photos was taken by me, I hope you'll like it ;)

*nb : for 7, do you read my blog, uh ? I hope. cs I'm mad at YOU!

worst day

dear blog, I just stay at home.
today was the worst day EVER.
urgh, but I wanna share alittle thing that come back into my live, hey <3
it's about 7. I don't know why but I'm in love with this number.
there's many thing related with this number, hihi ;)
and my big father at school helped me draw many pictures about 7.
check this out, hey!